fortyzwife

@fortyzwife (84)

United States • Age 40

Joined myLot 18 years ago

I dont let the drama in my life hold me down, if anything I use it as motivation to succeed.

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Discussions (6)

fortyzwife's Discussions

The effects of child rape on adult survivors

fortyzwife @fortyzwife (84) • United States 12 Feb 07

I was thinking earlier today about how the fact that i was raped by incest when i was nine has affected my life in more ways then i had realized. I get bad panic attacks, even when my husband is holding me or hugging me too tight....

incest

rape

survivor

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2 people

Grieving a loved one

fortyzwife @fortyzwife (84) • United States 11 Feb 07

Today is the 6 year anniversary of my best friends death. Reece was shot to death in front of me 6 years ago. I watched him die. And every year it gets harder and harder to deal with it. I have his name tatted on my arm, i gave my...

death

grieving

loss

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1 person

Does anyone know when the new season starts?

fortyzwife @fortyzwife (84) • United States 27 Jan 07

I know the 4th season wasnt the end of it, was it? It cant be. I love this show soo much. My husband got me hooked on it. But i looked on HBO website and i dont see it on schedule to start a new season. Whats up with that? Does it...

the wire

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Does alcohol ruin your relationship?

fortyzwife @fortyzwife (84) • United States 24 Jan 07

My husband is an alcoholic. ( I cant spell) My mother was one, my grandfather, uncles, aunts, they are all addicted to drinking. And everytime he comes home drunk it makes me sick. I love him soo much, but the drinking is really...

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2 people

Has anyone heard of Mike Vogel?

fortyzwife @fortyzwife (84) • United States 23 Jan 07

He's an up and coming actor. He played the guy who got his leg cut off in texas chainsaw massacre, he was in posieden, sisterhood of traveling pants, withering heights, he played an ongoing role as dean on grounded for life, he is...

texas chainsaw massacre

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2 people

Do you ever feel like you cant breathe?

fortyzwife @fortyzwife (84) • United States 17 Jan 07

I cant explain it. Me and my husband have such a love hate relationship. We are constantly arguing, but 5 minutes later in eachothers arms completely romantically in love. Sometimes he hold me, and I hold my breath, because Im...

love hate

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