Fern Elliot

@MarlaSings1 (34)

Age 29

Joined myLot 7 years ago

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Why Am I Writing This Again?

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 2 Dec 17

(S.C.S.F.A. cont.) Right; I need routine, a challenge, and memory as core elements, like I'm some sort of experimental machine of the american dream. I need to make sure that I don't forget. Like the day the Silent Man stood at...

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So Close, but So Far Away

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 30 Nov 17

(Obsession cont.) I felt close to him. We didn't hang out after work, or see each other with friends, but there were little subtleties that we shared. His mask was hard and calculating. Beneath mine, I felt the same. He saw...

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Obsession Starts With the Little Things

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 29 Nov 17

Writers Note: As I stated in the begining of these posts, I am writing out my selfish personal analysis of my past. I will write as much as I feel necessary, as these are my discussions. I like the idea that, should anything I say...

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It's the CRIME

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 28 Nov 17

(N.Y. Continued) Valentine’s day was nearing, and Lavender had already started dating again. By this point, she had found someone who…just seemed to make sense with her. We all had our doubts about him. I’m not afraid to say that...

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Not Yet

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 27 Nov 17

(Cog. cont.) I liked working morning shift, especially. At the pizzeria I mean. There, morning shift meant ten am, until four or five in the afternoon (hopefully), but most likely two. I would wash off the windows, pick up the...

Cognitive Dissonance?

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 27 Nov 17

(Perfect cont.) I told you. I'm not crazy. I am morbidly aware that what I'm about to state as fact is easy to disagree with. With that said, our idea of "reality" is grossly controlled by the way, the words used, to describe it....

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I'm Not a Perfect Person

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 26 Nov 17

(Precog. Not Prem. cont.) Obviously. I had to delete facebook, as it had become my confessional. With few friends active, and even fewer reaching out, I finally came to the conclusion of: "Nobody's listening. Why not talk about...

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Precognition is Not Premonition

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 26 Nov 17

(Crime cont.) To start, I'm not crazy. I understand that a massive amount of fantasy logic plays into what details I am unable to explain via scientific means. I also understand that though I accept the integration wonderland...

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It's Not The Romance, It's the Crime

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 26 Nov 17

(M.N.I.Y cont.) So, that little family I had built in my head, was a fantasy world. I had taken bits of what I had observed definitively, added in a few suspicions, played it out day by day, until certain events made me rethink...

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My Name is Irrelevant to You

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 26 Nov 17

(Bonjour! cont.) Ever a good thing, because now I can start the story off with one of it's core elements. One of those vital factors that have so much, to maintain their own structure. Most of what is holding up this vital...

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Bonjour!

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 26 Nov 17

With the chances of audiance, this meager range will gurantee that if you are reading this, you probably know me. I'm not going to investigate further because then I would have to ask how You see me, and all that nonsense, then...

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Flip the Script

Fern Elliot @MarlaSings1 (34) 26 Nov 17

It's too easy to mimick television personas that may or may not genuinely exist. Really, with the way that the psyche seems to function, if the persona did not exist before becoming a script for a drama, it did afterwards. It does...

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