Ups and Downs

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Okay here is some back ground to my situation. I am 23 years old work full time live on my own and have my own car. No children and have i only been married once which i ended up leaving him because he started to use drugs. When i was 18 i screwed up my credit by getting a credit card and then made it worse when i was 21 with a bank account. Now im 23 and i work as hard as i can to make enough money to buy a new car but its just really hard. So i went in a couple months ago and of course was denied. Now the car i have now i have been working on for almost two years. It still doesn't pass smog even after all the work i have done. Its falling apart and i need a new car so i called the dealer ship where my friend works and asked her if i came up with 1500 down if i would be able to get approved. Guess what I WAS!!! I am so excited. Now comes the part where i need to get the 1500 dollars i need to get a new car desperatly cause the one i have i feel is going to go out on me. I'm just so tired of having ups and downs in life how come it can't go up up up for a while? I do my best at everything i try to be the best friend i can possibly be to everyone that i know. I normally bend over backwards for some people. Yet no one will help me out. I know that my credit is my own problem but you would think that all the people i have helped out there would be a little more gratefull and want to help me out. I mean anything helps and they can afford it. I guess im just tired of being the only one out there that helps others but gets screwed when i really need something from my friends. Grrr im frustrated. But im hoping to get the car with in 30 days!!!! Cross your fingers.