iF i you could go back in time... would you change the things you did?
By jo_chidim
@jo_chidim (22)
Philippines
May 17, 2007 6:50am CST
(This goes to a very important person to me, if i could go back in time, there are things i'd like to change and things i'd like to re experience)
If i could just turn back time, i'd really want to take back the words i've said that made you go away. I miss the times you used to make me laugh (you're the only person who can make even my soul laugh), the time you used to wait for me after class to have lunch, the time we used to go home together, the times you used to call even just to say silly things (if you only knew how my heart jumps with every call), and most of all i just miss being with you.
We were ok, if you could remember, but destiny played games with us so at the height of the emotions i said things i really didn't want to say but the thing that hurts most is why did you let me walk away.. all i wanted to hear from you was sorry.. does that mean that you only played games with me, that i wasn't really important to you.. come to think of it, you never said that you love me.. i guess i just expected too much
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They say everything happens for a reason and there are no wrong decisions in life coz every decision we make was already made for us, its like a movie wherein the script was already made even before we were born at the right time we would understand the reason behind our actions
At this moment i haven't found the reason coz i'd still regret the thing's i've done in the past but hopefully i'd be able to move on completely
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sorry for the long intro, i just needed an outlet for the things im feeling right now.. anyway, if you could turn back time, is there anything you'd like yo change?
1 response
@palonghorn (5479)
• United States
17 May 07
If I could turn back time, for the most part, there is nothing I would change. When I look back, it was as if each part was a stepping stone to the next. I wouldn't even change going through 3 divorces and ending up where I am now.....with a wonderful man. There is however one thing I would change, if I knew 20 years ago what I know now, I would have gotten into firefighting a lot sooner. I joined a volunteer fire department when I was 34, and have loved it ever since. I just found out a week ago that I got my dream job! Working for the Forestry Service.