it's not fair...*sob..*
By diannebcrs
@diannebcrs (1549)
Philippines
July 23, 2007 3:42am CST
it's not fair when you treat your friends with utmost care and respect but then they do not even have the slightest concern about you.
i love my friends; they're dear to me. we always share things and help each other out.. well - until recently..
i am not perfect - i have weaknesses too (one of the most idiotic is my being too reliant on my friends, thinking they're dependable). but at least i show my concerns.. at least i'm concerned enough to tell or remind my friends what i know about the next school work or what to do next monday so that they won't get left behind... since recently they don't appear in class...
but then when it's me who needs information (and hell, yeah, they know about it) they don't even bother telling me. they talk about their plans for the day without inviting me; they do activities together without my knowing; they don't help me out when i'm left behind (just keep on talking, guys, thanks a lot!); they don't even include me when they found something (they just discuss it on their own!) useful to get through hardships in school stuff..
i'm a bit pissed.. yet a bit sad.. i can hardly talk to them as openly as before.. it seems like they're drifting away just recently.. or am i the one who's drifting away from them? or perhaps it's all in my head.. or maybe i'm just too demanding.. i do not know. but i can't help hearing my heart screaming: IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
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9 responses
@mean_queen (1713)
• Malaysia
23 Jul 07
Hi diannebcrs~!
I know how hard it is to be in a situation like yours. I've been there before. I don't mean to sound harsh or anything, but sometimes we have to look back to where and when it all started. It's easy to think that your friends are not being fair, but before you go there, maybe you should ask yourself, "What is it about me?".. Besides, from your story, you seem like a wonderful friend to have. So I can't understand why those 'friends' of yours are treating you that way. They wouldn't snub you for no apparent reason right? I suggest you confront them about it, and ask for some honest feedback. The truth might hurt, but then it's better than being in the dark like you are now. All the best girl~! :D
@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
24 Jul 07
perhaps they want to drive me away.. maybe they don't want my company anymore that's why they're trying to annoy me.. or maybe it's just all in my head, then. but i just can't help feeling sad about it. they're supposed to be my friends.. :(
@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
25 Jul 07
i've known them since last year. we're close and help each other out through thick and thin.. well.. that was before they start doing sneaky things to me lately..
wow.. it so hurts to think that they were just using me all along.. oh my gosh i can't bear this!!!
@mean_queen (1713)
• Malaysia
24 Jul 07
Obviously, real friends won't make you feel this way. How long have you known them anyway? If you feel that their friendship is worth keeping, then you should definitely get to the bottom of things. Maybe all this time they were being hypocrites and used you to do things for them.
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@fake_you (391)
• Philippines
23 Jul 07
yeah, i know that feeling. i've experienced it, and it really sucks. i have a close friend in college, and we're still classmates until now. whenever she's absent, and there's a group work needed to be accomplished, i usually tell my other classmates to take her as one of our group mates, or to add her toour group, so she won't be left behind. but when i was absent, and the class has to form a group, she didn't even bother to tell myother classmates or her groupmates to include me. she didn't even call me to tell me that i have to find a group to accept me. so i was left on the air. i was really sad bout it, thinking that i've given her many favors in the past.
@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
24 Jul 07
sucks, doesn't it? especially when you've done your friend/s in the past then he/they turn his/their back/s you or forget all about you.. maybe it's not betrayal.. perhaps they're just not thoughtful enough to remind you or help you out, forgetting what you did.. that's what i have in mind.. but i can't help feel awful about it.. it isn't fair!! *sob*
@smints8985 (1594)
• United States
23 Jul 07
Well same thing has happened to me back when I was in college.
There were 4 of us in that group of friends, but it started as 2 on 2. My friend an I then another 2 friends then we kinda merged together, of course it was still evident during the earlier times that there was still 2 groups in our grou of 4. But of course we got along and bonded eventually.
My friend then and I were the let us say studious and responsible student type, and the other two were into having fun and skipping classes.
My friend and I always ends up doing the group assignments and projects while the two of them don't even show up for project meetings. Then just when we had enough of their being irresponsible, we did not do the math project for our group just as they would have expected us to. And so, they took action and did it themselves, we were happy to see that finally they took initiative to share the work as we still work on other group projects.
But when the project was due, that day I happen to look at the folder that we were to submit for the group work, there were only two names, they didn't put our names in! Can you believe that? But no such luck for them, my friend and I still managed to get I think a grade of 1.5 without that project. Even higher than what they got because the group work was only a part of the overall grade.
I never told them we knew about it, I don't even know if they ever felt guilty for what they did.
But until now, one of them I still have constant communication with and I consider her a friend. I took that lightly and thought that there are more important matters that would affect our friendship.
But it is not fair what they did.
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@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
24 Jul 07
that sucks.. did them a favor then they turn their backs on you. what a shame to call them such friends! :(
@pillusch (1147)
• Mexico
23 Jul 07
To me it sounds like those people are not your friends, but mere acquaintances. I always wonder, particularly in the English language, how easy people refer to 'friends', as if they would abound. In my experience there aren't that many, I had maybe one or two in my life. But ever since I don't refer to people as my friends that easily, life has become a lot easier.
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@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
24 Jul 07
oh hey. i see your point..
perhaps i shouldn't rely on my friends too much.. or my aquaintances, rather.. perhaps i'm treating and considering them as my friends but then it's never a vise versa..
@onlinebiz (119)
• Singapore
24 Jul 07
I totally understand your plight! It feels really bad when you long to be part of a clique and stick together for breaks, projects and classes but they just seem to leave you out. I had to always force myself to be part of the clique in order not to be left out. Once, I was ostracized by my class just because I got good grades and they think I am snobbish ( I don't appear very amiable around people I am not familiar with), so they decided not to tell me about the dress code for Sports' Day, so guess what, I was there in my uniform instead of t-shirts and shorts. Damn. It hurts. Luckily, i went on to the top class the following year and made really good friends. Having a few good friends is better than having lots of "normal" friends!
Go girl, you deserve better friends!!
Regards,
Adrienne
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@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
24 Jul 07
that's horrible of them. i'm sure they were just jealous of you that's why they did that. and good for you because you found good friends. good friends are really hard to find. sigh.. wish in time i can find some true friends who'll stick with me through thick and thin.. if that happens, i'll do everything for them.
@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
25 Jul 07
wow, thank you! that is such a nice thing to say! cheered me up a lot. thanks thanks thanks very much! :)
@onlinebiz (119)
• Singapore
24 Jul 07
Gosh, I really wish you were my classmate! I wouldn't have to give a damn about them! We would have become such good friends. Anyway, it is never too late. ^^ Cheers.
Regards,
Adrienne
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@cloud_kicker_32 (4635)
• United States
24 Jul 07
Aww sweety..im soo very sorry to hear about your problems with your friends..or so called friends i should say..when i was in high school i had the same problems with whom i thought were my friends..and quite frankly it s sad but true my mom was right..they were only friends with my at there convienience..and as a matter of speaking..right now I have run into the same problems with a close friend..well so i thought..but..my sugestion to you is the same as mine lol..YOu need to confront your friends and find out now whats going on...or this is gonna bug you more and more each day untill u do find out what there problem is...and if they keep it up i say just move on and make new friends..i wish u lots of luck hun..take care!
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@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
24 Jul 07
thank you. and thank you for your advise. you're right, i should confront them - if they won't listen i guess that means they want me to go away. that's ok, i reckon i should find a new set of friends who would treat me like their friend. sigh. it's just hard, breaking away from my old friends when we have gone through a lot in the past..
@sarahruthbeth22 (43143)
• United States
24 Jul 07
It's not fair. A true friend, like you, would tell you when things at school are coming up, include you in their plans, and never make you feel lefted out. It sounds like you need to get some true friends and leave those fake friends alone.Believe me there are true friends out there who will treat you with the respect you deserve.Take Care.
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@diannebcrs (1549)
• Philippines
24 Jul 07
thank you so much. that made me feel so much better. :)
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@sarahruthbeth22 (43143)
• United States
24 Jul 07
I am so glad I could help. Take Care.
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@sid556 (30959)
• United States
24 Jul 07
You are learning! Life is not fair. If it were, I'd be living on an island sippng on drinks without a care in the world! don't expect fair ...better yet...don't expect anything from anybody...you will never be disappointed and that is a good thing!
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