I'm never lucky when it comes to family
By princess_523
@princess_523 (48)
Philippines
July 27, 2007 1:32am CST
I came from a broken family, my parents separated 2 years ago... I may say that I am a good daughter & a sister. i always obey my dad, I always believe in him...He always says bad things about my mom... So I hated my mom, but recently my mom and I talked on the phone, she also told me bad things about my dad... now, I don't know who am i gonna believe in... After their separation, I always obey my dad... his wants, to tell you honestly, i'm living my life the way HE wants it and not the way I want it... :( I have no freedom, I have no time for myself...(I'm starting to cry again)... I also hate my sisters, they only keep in touch when they needed something, and when I didn't give them the things they want, they would blabber things to my dad, so my dad and I will quarrel... What have I done to gain something so hard and painful like this? Sometimes I wish Somebody or Someone has given birth to me. I hate my family, by the way, i'm the eldest. I am 23 years old, but I never do things a 23-year old lady must do, I don't even travel... I feel like the whole galaxy is on my shoulder... :( My heart is really heavy today... :( Can someone help me?... Anybody?... I really don't know what to do... I like to run away, to go to other place but I have no money... :(
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6 responses
@gmakesmoney (2923)
• United States
27 Jul 07
Sometimes the hard things in life teach us lessons that we need to learn and help us become better people. You have to make the best out of your situation. Don't believe what either parent says about the other and just believe what your heart and intuition tell you. I would suggest, like the person above said, try and find work and save money. You can even find some ways to make money online and save that up too, find sites that pay via PayPal and then keep that account a secret. This way you will have some money saved up and you can live on your own as you please. Or you can get a flat with a friend and share the costs. I know situations like this hurt but try and use that energy to form a plan for yourself so that you know you have a way out. Good luck!
@princess_523 (48)
• Philippines
27 Jul 07
as what i've commented above, I have work already... uhm, can u tell me any sites that will help me earn?...
@gmakesmoney (2923)
• United States
27 Jul 07
You can take a look at my profile, there are banners at the top for the 3 sites I make the most money at. I've also got a blog where you can see which sites I use and which sites I cancelled, so you can avoid wasting your time or joing a scam. My blog is: http://thedomsticdiva.blogspot.com
Good luck and feel free to message me if you have a question about any of the sites. I know some of them are USA only but there are some on there that does accept members from all over the world.
@r_yuen (332)
• Indonesia
6 Sep 07
Things can run out of our expectations but we can't do things that will run out of our expectations. Means that, keep doing all positive things that will lead you to what you want. I always believe in that. I've done bad things in the past but it doesn't make me a bad person right? As what determine whether I'm a bad or good person is not what happen in the past, but it's what I'm going to do in the future. People make mistake, but if they are willing to learn from it, they will gain something and become better.
Your burden should not let you down. Your father or mother can let you down. Your friend can let you down. Even your best friend can let you down. But one thing for sure, Jesus never let you down. In times of troubles, He will carry you on His shoulder. Have more faith in Him. He loves you more than anything!
GBU!
@r0ck_r0ck (1952)
• India
27 Jul 07
well dats really sad.
as ur 23, i wld sugest just take a job. get ur own money n have fun. i know its not dat easier as it sounds, but still i think it the one n only option. n stop cryin dat for lil babies. (:
@gloria777 (1674)
• India
27 Jul 07
I can really understand your problem. But this is not the end of all. The whole world is there for you & you can see wonderful person in every nook and corner. But first of all you have to just come out of this depressed thinking. Lol
@pauloahorro (232)
• Philippines
27 Jul 07
I don't know if I'll be giving you the right advice but I do feel compelled to share what I think. Stay away from your family, for now, just dissapear, you're 23 not 17!.. It will be hard believe me but I feel like you really have to do it? Look inside yourself, what do you think? In time you'll show yourself to them again but it should be a time when you could nolonger get hurt by anything about them or the things they will do. I feel a hatred for your parents just by your story, it is true there are reasons to why they act as such but still it's like they have serious mental instabilities, they are immature and irresponsible, and believe me it's not just one of them whatever each may have to say about the other, it's both of them who are at fault.. sigh..goodluck princess, you'll find happiness don't worry.
@faithdestiny (80)
• China
27 Jul 07
Don't let this get you down.
Tough-minded optimists approach problem with a can-do philosophy and emerge stronger from trageedies
Maybe,things are getting better!
