Hush...
By sr0415
@sr0415 (1140)
Philippines
August 2, 2007 3:39am CST
It seems to be just an ordinary day when things just happen the way they usually do, but something is different from what's happening lately. Suddenly, there's a twist of events and she was caught unprepared. With all these burdens, she smiled, laughed and made jokes about what happened and are happening. [To make things lighter? I think so...] But she could never lie to me. I knew better. She hid all the pains, hurts, disappointments and fears inside her heart.
Night came. Her pillows were the sole witnesses when she sobbed. She prayed hard - holding her pillow tight as if getting strength from it. She let her tears flow and silently cried that night.
The next day, she got up of her bed enthusiastically, flashed the world with her sweetest smile and faced the mirror.
I looked at the girl standing right in front of it. She could hide all her pains and aches from all the people around her but she could never deny it to me. [Why?] Because I knew her better. I've known her all my life.
Tonight, my pillows will again be the sole witnesses of my cries.
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@DavidReedy (2378)
• United States
2 Aug 07
Interesting read. Rather poetic, and the truth of it, rather self-evident.
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@satansoldat_666 (412)
• Philippines
2 Aug 07
Well it seems that she is hiding what she really feels towards life. You can never hide from your real self..even when u enter the next life when u reincarnate. You still carry the same burdens and problems which is why we wonder why our life is so messed up and we have no control over it
The problem is, due to centuries of spiritual ignorance, we have made our souls really filthy due to endless karmic ribbons.It's like a house never being cleaned for a hundred years and many people have lived there and havent cleaned it once.The same is with our souls since we havent advanced that much for aeons
Those who are into the occult like me see this and have experienced this since removing karmic ribbons and negative energies attached to your soul is like cleaning a house havent being cleaned for a hundred years, which is why we wonder why why we ghet so depressed easily and have difficulty feeling joy
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@Lydia1901 (16351)
• United States
11 Aug 07
Well, I am so sorry to hear that but I hope that you will get over it pretty soon and be happy again somehow. Good luck regardless.
@JCIJACKY24 (75)
• China
2 Aug 07
i was infected by the girl, what happened to her?
why she is so spoony?
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