I have to stop now....
By maildumpster
@maildumpster (3815)
United States
September 18, 2007 12:12am CST
I have been debating some things with a few people here lately. I am not one to give up. Right now though I have to stop. The other day I found out that my childhood neighbor and friend had given birth to her twins at 25 weeks gestation and that one had passed. That affected me like it was my own child. I am pretty shaken as my son tried coming at 25 weeks but thank God he stayed put another 4 weeks.
Today I found out that my uncle that is dying of brain cancer has already stopped speaking and lost large amounts of weight. I am feeling pretty devestated.
So because of that I just can't handle debating right now. We'll continue some other time.
Thanks for understanding.
3 responses
@raisingsaints (217)
• United States
18 Sep 07
Sorry to hear about your friends and family, I will keep you in my prayers.
@maildumpster (3815)
• United States
18 Sep 07
Thank you. There is much more going on but I didn't think everyone would care to know all that I'm dealing with.
Again please don't ever think I am attacking you. I have grown very fond of you.
@addysmum (1225)
• Canada
18 Sep 07
I am praying for you, your friend, and your uncle. May God bless them and hold them close to his heart. May God bless you and hold you up with his love. I pray that all who are on a path to Gods side travel in peace and love and that those that are left behind will understand and find comfort in their moving to the kingdom of our lord.
Hold your son and love him and remember that God gave him to you for a reason. Hold your friend and love her and allow her to find peace with her loss in her own time. Hold your uncle and love him and let him know that his pain and suffering will end when God calls him home.
Your pain is natural and should be felt understood and then released when the time is right for you so don't let others rush you into a false sense of peace and understanding. If you need to talk about things with someone who cares for you but is outside the circle of hurting loved ones I am here for you.
@Ravenladyj (22902)
• United States
18 Sep 07
OMG maildumpster I'm so sorry you are goin through all that...but I can relate to say the least....we have a bunch of rough crap goin on in my family/life as well right now...
hugs to you
