Am I Being Judgemental?

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Hi I go to Church at the moment I have a very strong faith and this will never change. What I'm losing faith with is the Church. Going to Church and being involved with the Church and the way people are very judgemental in Church. I sought guidance from my leader then the leader upset me because we told her we were trying for another baby and she turned round and said "Well it will be doubly hard work". This really upset me because we know this but, we have a beautiful daughter and we value having another child because if anything happened to either my husband or I who would be there for my daughter. If we have another child at least they will be there for one another. If I was completely selfish I would chose not to have another baby because of the first being so difficult and me having Pre-eclampsia. My leader knows the difficulties Ive had and thats probably why she said it would be so difficult, but I feel like she past judgement on me without really asking why we wanted another child. My motives are not for myself, but for my daughter. Am I wrong in this? Did my leader judge me or am I making a mountain out of a molehill? What would you do in this situation? I feel like I have failed everyone around me recently because apparently I have let the Church down by not fulfilling responsibilities I was asked to do when I was pregnant and was ill, but I let the Church down. This is another reason why the leader thinks I couldn't cope with another child.