Do you know your purpose?

Well I hope you find it. I basically know what mine is.

zz--It seems that metaphysical thinking is your scapegoat for rationalizing whatever happens (or doesn't happen) in your life, and you seem to expect your thoughts to provide for your needs. In the real world, most people think of security as multifaceted--expecting it to encompass physical as well as emotional and mental factors. All the brainwaves in the world are not going to provide necessary creature comforts like food for sustenance, a roof over your head or the other really basic needs of your human body--it doesn't matter how positive you think, you still have to be part of and contribute to the physical world to truly live.

I'm actually not interested in philosophizing clem. I'm interested in living my life passionately, freely, joyously, healthily, and on my own terms. I have discovered that when I imagine something in my mind very vividly and passionately, it comes to me. One night I watched a ballet video where the women were holding these huge white ostrich feather fans. I wanted one! Oh how I wanted a fan like that! I went to bed fantasizing about my new fan. When I got up the next morning and went out for my walk it was literally raining white feathers. I thought it was snowing at first, and it was in the middle of summer. Well, I was gathering feathers up for hours. I carefully washed them and dried them. Then I just happened to find a nice old wooden back brush handle that my mother who never throws any thing away had tossed in her laundry room many many years ago and there it still laid. I painted it black acrylic and studded it with rhinestones. I glued all the fluffy white feathers on a big oval piece of good stiff cardboard and voila! I had my fan. Granted it was made out of turkey feathers rather than ostrich feathers but I've got no complaints. Anyway, too many experiences like this have happened in my life to be explained by 'coincidence'. I'm exploring just what this phenomena is and how I can deliberately use it to create what I want in life. It began as an experiment just to satisfy my curiosity, and it continues as an ongoing wondrous adventure. I'm not kidding you. By the way, commonsense and experience can actually be very misleading, but your feelings never lie. And of course a life of "comfort, freedom, and well-being" would light up my joy stick! But you don't often talk about all that, you're most always going on about everything that's going wrong. And I'm practicing looking for and thinking about and talking about things that are going right. I don't wanna talk about sickness and disease or all the things there are to be angry about. I want to think about and talk about the things that make me feel good, and I think that makes very good sense.

The best use of our heritage is to use the mind to decide where we want to go individually... what we want to be or do or have, and to use the emotions as a gauge to tell us whether the choice we're making, the thoughts we're thinking, or the activity we are involved in, is taking us in that direction or not. If it feels good that means it is, if it feels bad that means it's not. Very simple. Sometimes the brain requires a good scrambling, and perhaps now is the perfect time for you to reassess your whole life. Your conclusions and preferences are a personal thing custom built by you. Your life and everything in it is your creation.

Well if you feel that you are in the right position, then go for it. Nobody can stop your dreams, keep your eyes on the prize!!!!

I hope you will be able to know. But that is not a bad purpose. If you feel led to do it then, that may be what is meant to happen. Or just seek GOD.

O yea I am called by God, one day I will be doing healing crusades all over the country. I will also be a CEO of this christian clothing line.