I don't wanna grow up

China
May 2, 2008 6:12am CST
Recenrly ,I 'am in sad.When thinking about my future,I totally upset.What's the meanning of education ?To hunt for a nice job ,to improve overall quality,or to meet our interests? My brother tried to take my into confideing in myself .But I still can give me a better excuce to look foward to the future. Several years age ,l was a innocent girl who was full of dreams ,but now ,expect fade complexion ,I have nothing .They say ,the head of life is in the wind ,and we are the fallin' leaves.Tomorrow where we will be ?Who knows . If experience means losing something important in my heart ,I'd rather never grow up.Experience hasn't had matured me ,but injected sorrow to me.I thought keepin' on hard-working could contribute to my dreams , actually ,the reality tells me that is not enough .Until I get myselt used to the corrupt sociaty , I can get true freedom.But I am afaid ,terribly afaid that what wiil I be when that unexpected day appears. Who can teach me how can I do to get myself happy again ?Can I restart my life just as nothing has happened?
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9 responses
@goldeneagle (6745)
• United States
3 May 08
hey I am thirty...and I am still a kid at heart. I am not a toys-r-us kid anymore though...I am a Lowes (or Home Depot) Kid...The bad thing about getting older is that your toys become way more expensive as you age LOL
• United States
4 May 08
well thats true but they are sure are more destructive tho,and load
• United States
2 May 08
Growing up sucks. I'm twenty-two and I'm mot looking forward to entering my thirties. There's nothing you can do but enjoy it everything while you can. Getting older in inevitable.
• United States
3 May 08
I just turned 30 in December. It isn't so bad. I just know that I now have to start really thinking about things like retirement and paying my house off and things like that. I had been thinking about these things before I turned 30 though. Dont be afraid of turning 30...I hear it is 40 that you really have to worry about...10 more years and I am there, so I will let you know.
@sophialin (2677)
• China
26 May 08
me too,being an adult means too much responsibility and pressure we must face and take. but we have to grow upnomatter we'd like to or not.it's a necessary course everyone in the world can't escape.
7 May 08
me too when i think about future i became aimless i don't know what i can do . so i want to marry someone to escape .but i don't want to make my parents disappoiting so i am so sad
@adoremay (2065)
• Philippines
5 May 08
Growing up doesn't really mean you end up being a child. It is nice to still have a child like attitude such as being humble, happy, worry free, eager to learn, and many more... But as we grow, we have to face and accept new responsibilities in life. You don't have to fear the future, let the future fear of your coming. It is like climbing a stair, if you take it step by step, you will be able to reach the top, at first you were afraid to take a step, but do a step at a time. You will see...
• India
5 May 08
Hello Friend..you know something..its your will, its your vision which has go these things so what i will suggest dont think that you r resarting yur life just think a night has passed and bad dream is over and now u have to start.......
@diansinta (7544)
• Indonesia
3 May 08
There, there don't decided something that will influence your future. How old are you? If your dream you make yesterday was fainted, then make another dream that bigger than that. I am sure you are creative and dreaming it's free!! Be careful of any information(like: They say,the head of life is in the wind,and we are the fallin' leaves)that will make you upset. One part of information it's true but another part it's wrong. Look around there still something that will make you happy. Dealing with live it's walk in the middle between happy and sorrow, Both too much happy and sorrow it's just not good. Time will heal everything. Mean while, prepare your self to everything up coming in the future.
• United States
4 May 08
so just be a kid at heart things will change.
@oanjum (19)
• Canada
5 May 08
Why are you afraid? You need to be confident at whatever step you take in life. If you stay afraid and lose hope, you won't get far in life. Have faith in yourself and dream big. Then say to yourself that you can accomplish your dream.