do you believe that*first love never dies*?

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when i was in second year high school (merely, almost a decade ago) i have experienced my first love with my first boyfriend. he was the typical campus crush, so imagine me falling hard. and just like the typical "puppy love" as they may say, we broke up. then made up. then broke up. then made up again. back then, i thought that the intermittentness of our "young love" would just go on until the highschool graduation. when i went out for college, our relationship just went through the same makeup2breakup path. he was a good guy, but not for me. he just messess up my sanity for his lack of emotion for me. i just accepted the fact that we're not meant for each other. right now, i'm living in with my husband and nursing with our nine-month old baby. i love my family so much,but i inadertently think about my ex-bf sometime these past days. maybe it's because i have been in-love with him for almost 7 years, and we have so many memories together. i have put those memories in my pandora's box and moved on, but my first love bug still bits me. just crazy... so with my own experience, first love really does not die. we two might have went on our own separate ways, my husband might have my whole heart,but still, there is an atom-like space for my past. i don't like it. but that what's things have went.