I am feeling like the evil witch.

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Ok yes this does belong here, because it's about a man I love, one I have loved for a very, very long time. We started going out Summer of '02 and on and off for a few years and finally ended Jan. 1, 05. I was extremely upset, I had loved him so much it hurt. It still hurts if I really do have to admit it. Now a couple years later he has a daughter who will be turning 2 in January and he's got a girlfriend, and I'm his best friend, I've always been his best friend. He admitted to me that he has feelings for me and that he wanted me pretty much. I was like awww crap. I love him still, and it was hard to say that I couldn't do anything with him unless he was single, I couldn't cheat with someone. I'm single, he's not. His girlfriend is a witch, at least to me she is. but I think it goes further for me because of my love for him. Anyways she does treat him rotten and she just so lazy, their place is so cramped it is impossible to move without stepping on something... anyways... ... since he said what he did I have been having these thoughts... of him leaving her... It's mean and horrible I know, I feel really bad but it's just the way I think I suppose. A small hope in the big circle if you would call it. Does this hope/wish make me a bad person?