"Your Best Friend, Your Best Enemy"

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So have you ever had an experience, to have a friend, to get closer to each other and you become bestfriends and even more than that and suddenly you'll be both enemies. I am sure many of here have experienced that. I too experienced that and it took me for sometime to cope from it. I get too hurt and feel so bad to the one I thought my bestfriend. She seem to be a lifetime bestfriend for me, and I build so much faith for her that I began to be blind that all we had was false and trick. It took me many experience with her before I open my eyes to the truth. I really wanted her to be my bestfriend and I did all the things I can do for our friendship. But she just used me, I sometimes make her assignment for school, we eat together on our lunch, go where she wants to hang out. I help her so her crush will court her because her crush is also my close friend. I share even the personal things and gifts I got from my other friend that I met in chat and when we met I chose her to come with me to make her enjoy. She do some good things too to me, but there was a hidden agenda from that and I didn't realized it at first. Sometimes when I can't have a ride home, she offer's me a ride and she will pay it, of course her crush was there to hear it. Also on soe of our projects that I can't afford to do she offer's me and I really thought she wants to help me. But then after sometime she keeps doing that, she asked me to repay it as she needs money. I feel sad beause I didn't ask her to offer me that and that she was the one who offer for help and then asked me to repay. I just understand her need and try to repay it and continue doing things for her. Until one time her and her bf had an argument. I tried to help just like before but I feel so much hurt when she said not to join and bother them, because I don't have the rights of them and to join on their problem. I was only wanting to give advice, she thought too her bf had a crush on me instead of her but I kept telling her that its not true but seems she is not paying attention to the thngs I am doing for her. From that it made me realized things and become mad at her, we exchange words and hurtful words and become enemy and I never talked to her or even looked at her again. Now everytime I see her I try to be nice again but I just remember the things she did to me and it is making me not to trust or like her again anymore. For now too on some other friends, from that experience I find it hard to believe sometimes that there is what we call. TRUE FRIEND aside from our family but still I am hoping someday, I will find someone who will change that belief in me. I hope to meet someone I call my True Friend