Depressed. No solution to never ending problems.

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I'm in debt. I owe collections agencies. I owe car payments. i owe all sorts of crap. I live in a dinky 450 sq ft cabin that my grandpa owns and is going to kick me out of any minute because we owe him $1000 in back rent... My grandpa was the one who told me I need to back off and let dan handle the finances because its "his job as man of the house" and so I did, and yet he wont stop breathing down my back about the rent on this stupid itty bitty cabin. It's not even worth 400 a month. it's tiny. One of the heaters dosent work. The toilet works funny and the entire cabin is tilted because the foundation is messed up. I have a 15 month old and i'm sixteen weeks pregnant. I'm in the middle of nowhere in the middle of alaska. Jobs are few and far between and even if I got one Id end up paying all my money out in daycare... So what am i supposed to do?!And yet, my grandpa has to say something or make some remark about rent to me. Like today... Grandma asked about a bill I had paid for collections, so my credit score wouldnt drop anymore. And then hes got an attitude like "You'd rather pay collections than rent?" Umm... collections RUINS my credit and DAN is in charge of rent. NOT me. And if my credits ruined, ill be living in this stupid cabin for the rest of my life because i wont be able to get a damn house. And I guess....That theres rumors going around the family that my grandpa is going to evict us, and I dunno what to do. I'm in the middle of bumjack alaska. What am I supposed to do?I just wanna curl up in a snowburm and bawl my eyes out right now.