My Gift

Everyday is a special day, I'm trying to stretch this holiday out a bit...

Nothing to fear dear, It's natural, you've heard that before, nooo? Yes, the gift is my presence, in the present. The quality of the relationship is built through the ability to build upon moments and in doing so we have to be engaged emotionally, it was refused of me to be in a natural relationship, I am still a virgin and my heart is still young in that regards. I've played around being pulled here and there but not really understanding how it all works. I worked hard to give to my marriage, but it was all taken away, there was nothing saved my gifts were trashed... It makes me sad to think I gave myself to one so cold and manipulated by calculating minds for evil gains... It is natural for a man or a woman to want to give to their partner and spouse, it just happens... In my case life was forced, but I couldn't see how I was being manipulated and at the same time I had this idea that there was something false in what was happening. How could I be the man to make my wife feel comfortable if my wife would not join with me? Okay, we were joined but in her mind would she trust me and be held in my arms, could I provide the safety that a family is built upon, was my safe haven violated? Was I not respected for being the man and did I not have her trust? What makes a man worth keeping... The anticipation of the gift is the key to the value of the gift, one that will always be remembered... From me to you my gift is in our thoughts for I can not afford a real gift, but the gift that I give is from the heart and is given so that you can continue to give your gifts which is your love the love that is shared from your giving and that you are sharing from your family as this is a true love that you would create and have all around you, something that you have learned or were taught or figured out. This is your gift returning to you... There is nothing wrong with being a romantic, there is nothing wrong with a fantasy that feels real, and real fantasy writers can work magic from their finger tips. The gift is the magic of love, You will feel the magic when it touches you in the right way...

I don't want to wait to give my gift, you are so deserving... I'm hungry... Let's see where were we? On a blanket under the cherry tree, let's see do we have anything to eat? Hmmm?

any woman that doesnt appreciate the gifts that you offer is a fool!

lucky is the apt word!!and love is surely blind/.....................

I never really explored my extroverted path this gift that I have, as in the early years of my writing development I had a hard time getting started but once I got the direction I needed I could go on and on and it was difficult to limit those small assignments to with in the maximum parameters. I tended to want to build upon the details and expand all of the points that I wished to explore. I figured out about my ability to control emotions before I even entered into school, I actually practiced on some friends one older and one younger... I know if I can connect and will be able to touch from my mind to the mind of another, like in the natural order, just that look and you know... Yes, Love is blind and deaf and awake taking all things in through the senses you begin to see with a new set of eyes beauty that was not seen before. One of my sins is that I could never be refused, now how bad is that? Sounds to me like I figured out where all the right buttons were... I learned to play the instrument hands on... Then the instrument was taken away, now I have to find a new one... I love music...

Thank you for the comment and reading Riya, Your Hubby is a happy man or is that lucky? It looks like you know how to lift him up in support emotionally connected. I hope to find that someone for me soon... Cheers and thank you, Sincerely, Gary

Thank You Lakota, I work my thoughts into a weave that is a pattern very unique... We should all be so lucky to be free, but someone has put their hands into controlling and stealing property that they would not otherwise be entitled too... I see that the elite are working together to keep people from having and finding love and they are destroying all the good that should be shared, they have twisted their way of thinking so that the harm they cause is not thought of as harm at all... As for me, I am sharing putting my heart out there and very vulnerable like others we are here for the purpose far greater than our own individual desires and needs, we are here for the whole community to be joined in a special way. Each individual is unique to the life of the community but some individuals have entered into a path that needs to end before the whole community begins to suffer, this path of the false believer and the seller of lies that works in high position and has taken much more than they required, they need to be humbled and exposed. I'm thinking of people like; my step mother, the judges, Mr. Madoff and his wife, from little to lots that are gained through false statements one after another. If we stop the lies of the liars our world would be a much better place... We can begin as a whole community with our eyes open... Would this be the ways of peace? Would this be a philosophy of the elders? I hope that we all agree... Happy Valentines Day, Sincerely, Gary

one of his many gifts is the ability to use words to melt the hearts of the strongest women

your welcome Gary, and I just knew who you were talking about before I read it. and yup if all the liars were out of this world and stopped grabbing what is not theirs then it would be a better place to live . Happy Valentines to you to have a great day!

Love and Light, The key to the heart for those that fight for what is right the warrior that knows the path to peace is not through violence, but through communication, opening hearts and minds. In deed we grow together one in a family of many. Peace and Blessings, Sincerely, Gary

A warrior will always find there comes a time to fight. Sometimes the fight is with words and sometimes one must stand. But if known as a warrior, they will come to fight. You must pick and choose. One would assume by the name you use that you have studied the beliefs of Native Americans. They were there for one another. More so than most of us have ever been. One did not have to be blood kin to be cared for, to find shelter, food, etc. They were open to visions and dreams. The could see the wonder of a single blade of grass and still be able to see beyond it. Too often we stand before that single blade of glass completely befuddled.

Are you sure that my gift is not real? If you follow you will learn, I'm honest...

Interesting I haven't seen his writings before... Thanks for the lead or tip...

the poet must be a gift i love Tagore's poets it's very beautiful and his englishi is so well

Yes, all women tend to receive gifts, the key is are they just accepting gifts or are they giving and in return receiving? How many relationships falter as a result of what is called bad chemistry? What is bad chemistry? What is a latent or dormant emotion? What is cultivating a relationship? What is opening doors? What is the sin of allowing liars to destroy someone who is innocent?

Hi Faith, That is absolutely fantastic, Fantasterific, I like it very much, thank you... You have the gift also, and I so value your our friendship... Ahhhh, I'm just a puddle of melted emotion... Thank You, Sincerely, Gary

Thanks Gary for the nice words. I value your friendship too and I do hope that everything will be better for you and all of us soon. lovelots..faith

Yeah... Been there and done that... I sure would like to find someone to share my gifts with... :) Happy Valentines Day Tamara Thank you for writing with me and sharing, your presence and present your gifts.

Hmmm? It might come with chocolate, but pearls would last longer...