Who loves you or who don't?

Well, i once tried to find out who loves me more that the other. Turns out, I let go of them both. I said to myself that the one who'll stay, and fights to have me back, and really insist of having him in my life-- will be the one. Its a tough decision... Sometime, i have been thinking of "what could have been" if i have choose the other person. Just to find out that he's really sorry for letting me go... He just felt that I dont want him in my life anymore... Hmmnnn.. talking about taking chances...

I know my family love me and my boyfriend too, I can say the same to my close friends. But I am here to do my duties if I have to be loved honestly by someone then it is okay but I will never be doing something wrong to be loved by people, this is for sure. And at work then I am here to do my works and not to be loved or to love someone, here in the offices in Britain it is better to do not love someone.