In love with two people?

Well, along time ago, I had been in love with two persons. I found myself in doubt which one should I choose. Since my heart is divided into two, both men are like completing each other to fulfill my criteria about man in my dream. In the end, they realize that I had been cheating all this time. Both of them leaving me with the torn heart. So, the lesson I got is never fall in love with more that one person because heart is so fragile of love betrayal. And, I realize that I had been so selfish to make a relationship only for my benefits.

I believe its possible to love two people at the same time for different reasons. Being in love with two different men and wishing that if you had a half of this guy and half of the other guy you would have the perfect man for yourself and be happy forever. However, it doesn't work that way and so you end up choosing and than you realize you chose the wrong guy and wish to be with the other guy. All I can say is LOVE can be so complicated. Yes what I have written above has happened to me. Now I'm alone and hope to be with the guy I should have chosen by next year.

sit on the fence?