Where do you go from here....

make a list of what u really want to do with ur life, and research on ways to make it come true. i have always wanted to write a novel. so, i finally did it, designed the covers, and self published on lulu. then i designed the marketing material. and trying to market it throughout the internet. whatever it is u want to do, just do it. if u want to do it bad enough, u will find a way to do it, somehow.

That's a good question. You sound like you are just like a lot of us 40+ ladies, working, raising kids, having family with little time for yourself. What is it in your life that you feel like you are missing? That might be a good place to start. If you feel like you are fulfilled, than maybe you shouldn't change or add anything right now. But if you feel something is lacking, then maybe a little soul searching in needed for you to figure out what it is and then work toward achieving it. But it all lies with you. Where do you want to be?

That's probably not the answer you want to hear, but if you are working over 40 hours a week and have kids, you might not need another job or hobby to have a better life. Maybe you just need to look at what's important and enjoy time with the ones to love to be more satisfied?