hate this life!!!!

You're as spooky as your name. Yes you're right, life is full of mysteries and you won't solve it by thinking every now and then. You've spent 5 years trying to solve that? Wow. You have not enjoyed life yet then. I had and still has the same dilemma as yours. I'm thinking, life had always been mysterious and sometimes it creates anxiety and unhappiness whenever I think of it. What I did was enjoy this mysteries. We're only given one lifetime and I don't think it's fun thinking about the whys of our existence. These mysteries we have in mind will be answered at the end of this lifetime. Piece of advise, while you're still in this lifetime, try to enjoy, divert your thoughts to a more reward giving activities. And being stupid is one way of enjoying life. As they had said, you don't have something to laugh at when you grow old when you did not experience being young and stupid. Okay. Chill out and yes, always pray for inner peace and stronger faith.

I think you should talk to someone professional who really understands these things. You seem to be really struggling emotionally and my heart goes out to you but I really don't know what to say that could possibly help you. I love life and all it's ups and downs. Yes, it is painful at times but that is life. If you are in emotional pain more than not, then you need to seek professional help from people who can help you sort out your emotions and feelings. You are not stupid at all. The fact that you think you are tells me that you co need some counclling.

Hi SpOoKy143, I'm sincerely sorry that you are going through this...been there, done that...and so has my youngest daughter...I advise you to sit down and start writing...it may seem trivial but it helps to understand yourself and at the same time you'll be letting go of whatever is bothering you by writing it. Also, sometimes a professional can help, but not always... can you elaborate a bit more on your thoughts and problems? I am a Social Service major with an Associates, but my life's experiences and my age (57) have made me look at life differently...And I've learned to always try to look at life's crap as a glass half full not half empty. There is a reason for your being here and although you may not see this right now, it's true...we are all here for a reason and so you are an essential part of this life...you need to find yourself and try to see the good things and not the bad...there is always going to be this or that...such is life. If you'd like to talk further and if I can help in any way please feel free to add me as your friend and I'll be more than happy to talk to you. You are not stupid, High School and College are difficult for many people so don't feel that just because you don't know something that you are stupid because you are not. If you don't have someone close that you can talk to please feel free to PM me and I will be happy to share with you all the terrible things I have gone through,I'm sure you will be surprised and amazed that I am still here! Take care. ~G~

You're just human - like all of us. We all live through the same changes-body, hormones, high school, parents, friends, children, different places of work. Part of life. Some of us take it as is and try to make the best from everything.Others, see a big deal in everything. Life is not a picnic, but with the right amount of good sense, humour and not taking ourselves to serious - makes it much more bearable. And if you help others in your way to solve your problems, the feeling at the end of the day, gets so much better. There are always ups and downs.It's easy to drop to the lower level, get all miserable. This , everyone can do. But you are not everyone - you are a fighter! Smile, fight, help the others.Leave the toughts about yourself to others. Once you stop focusing on your dislikes, you'll see how many "likes " will appear.

I believe that God can solve all problems. Please continue to pray God answers all prayers. you never know what tomorrow may bring just. When you feel like things are at there worst a new day brings a new begining.

Your not stupid, stupid people can't figure out how to sign up for paypal or use or use this, or create discussions, believe me I know because I have referred stupid people...lol

Hello there! If you want you can read my post "Young Adult" I don't know if these will help you but try reading it and maybe there are magic words in this post that can bring back your smile! I hope it can help you! God Bless!

Congrats You leveled up! welcome to the real world! Im sure their are lots of people who thinks like you with same age as you ^^V as time goes on you'll understand them and have your own thoughts about it... just live this freaking world and learn whta you can... life sure is full of mysteries..

Hey spooky, i am sorry you are going through a bad time, we have all had our bad times, sometimes we have a lot of questions in our head and we feel like no one can answer it, there are changes, we need to get along, slowly you will learn to accept some parts of life, this is life and it isn't easy for anyone, don't despair my friend, you will do well i know, you are no stupid you just need some time that's all... make good friends and it will help, i am sure you will soon come out of it... and don't loose your faith in God, this time shall soon pass and you will be pretty glad to have come out of it, life isn't easy for anyone my friend, take care spooky. God bless.

Hi spooky143, I am very sorry for you. I just wanted to tell you one thing spooky the darkness in one's life will not remain constant forever. There are ups and downs in life. A person cannot be happy forever or be sad forever. we have to overcome all these. then only its life, please pray god, he will take care of all your problems

Hey what's wrong? Stop feeling sorry for yourself. I think all you need is just a boost to your self-confidence. Ignore what other people say to you, just stick to what you think is the best for you. You mentioned you used to be a happy, so why did you stop being happy? Is it because of peer pressure? Stop thinking about what others saying about, but start listening to what your self is trying to say to you. High school is just phase in your life, you won't have linger in it. Get grip of yourself, don't let others decide how you should live your life. Lastly, never lose hope faith with God. Together with your family, He is your source of strength in times of trouble.

Same is the situation faced by many in their life. You are not able to express what you feel and your likings to someone very intimate. Friends are the biggest assets one could ever have in this world. A good friend could be your classmate ,neighbour, brother or sister even your mom or dad. But he/she should be patient enough to hear you. Its agagin not a tough deal. Moving with different sorts of people will make your life interesting and also help you earn a very good pal for you. Next solution i could suggest is list out all the hardships you undergo and question yourself again and again such that you could get a solution by yourself. Divert your tough moments with your hobbies. When you ask God for favous He will provide you with opportunities. Make use of it and enjoy life. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Keep praying. God hears ALL prayers, but sometimes he does not answer them how you want or when you want. Just know that he hears them! Personally, going to High School was very life changing for me as well, but I made it through. High School is where I think you REALLY find out who you are. There are many tough times in High School, but when you get out, you will look back and enjoy a lot of your memories from High School. My advice: Hang in there and keep praying - God is listening to everything you tell him! :)

thank you

hey! you sound so desperate..many of us face such kind of questions on existentialism at some point of our life.so its natural trying to find out the true meaning behind your existence.sometimes the confusion becomes so overwhelming that you freak out.any failure adds on a blow to the already low spirit...just hang on..GOD has devised something for you too in this world which will be revealed to you in time.no point hurrying self or getting impatient.try and see the brighter side of your existence.you mean something to yourself and GOD if not to your family or society.1)put this intriguing thoughts on halt temporarily(you can tell i will handle each one when i feel strong) 2)try doing any small act of goodness every day that will help you find meaning to your life. all the best..god bless you

So i went through the same thing when i first got into highschool. I am still only a junior, and i hate it. You have to look on the brite side of things that you can always make atleast one friend to hang out with. Do not get so down on yourself be more social, dont worry about what others think of you be you and only you. Good luck

first of all stop your pitty on yourself for real it could always be worst and there is someone out there have it much worst then you do. second of all no one is stuipd, we all are smart in our own ways. us changing how we look is part of life. you learn to change things that can be change, and except things that we cant we all are here on this place call earth for some reason. but keep the faith and work on your life. and you will be ok

I don't know how old you are but there is a stage in life for everything. Weather its depression or what. I too have had that point in my life where i felt my existence wasn't necessary. And every now and then I still question is there a purpose to life. The thing is I have changed my outlook on things. Instead of asking what the purpose is I just consider life a gift.

Sorry to ask..what really happened to you?what makes you so sad and frustrated?don`t give up easily whatever happened to you..make what happened in the past as something that can give you strength in the present and future..may God bless all of us