God can't be trusted!

It would be GREAT if YOU could give me a title, and tell me what it is about, so that I can start looking for it. Also, I said this kind of sarcastically and metaphorically, if you get what I mean. I am Agnostic, and I don't believe that their are truly answers to the any of the questions that I posted. I say this because I have heard Deepak Chopra and I have heard Dr. Michael Shermer debate several times about there being a God and there not being a God, that I came to the conclusion that they are not right, nor are they wrong.

I think that many people struggle with this and don't know it, or they are in denial. Also, many people are told not to question what they believe in, and thanks to this, they stick to what they know. For 22 years, I was told, believe in God, be a Catholic, don't question, but I do!

I battle with does God exist or not? I wish I knew! I have been going through that faze lately! I just want to get over the fence and never look back! I have too many issues that I can't conquer! if God was up ther I wouldn't be so mentally crazy as I am now!

I have a right to my own opinion! You also could write three lines! Otherwise you don't get paid for this response! Please read the guidelines! Please also write the whole discussion in english! I don't speak another language! So I have no idea what you all said!

I replied to this not because of earnings. I said "pls". I respect what you feel, it's such that I don't want God's name or anything about him treated as negative in public cause you might influence others on what you feel. Hope you understand and hope we are good, are we?.... :

Thanks for the hug! When I was young I battled with religion. Now I am battleing with if God even excits. Then in May I will be 48 and getting older and not liking it! Things are getting harder to do and then the darn doctor yelled at my to lose weight! I was sick for almost two weeks with a sore throat! Then I realize I still struggle with self-confidence,self-esteeem,guilt, and foregiving myself for letting all this happening yet! This is why I think God can't be trusted! Everytime I have I feel let down! So right now I'm so darn frusrated and hope I get out of the blues soon!

I question the whole God thing too. I always did. When I was a kid my mom would slap me if I questioned it. Some things just did not make much sense to me. I know what you mean about the self-esteem issues. I go back and forth with it myself. I'm lucky in that if I get down, I'm usually able to pull myself back up again fairly quickly. Depression is a horrible feeling. Just remember, Blue, that even though the good times don't seem to stick around for long, the bad times don't either. Oh and that doctor that yelled at you to lose weight is very unprofessional! Advising someone to do something that would better their health is one thing but it is not ok for him to berate you! Up until recently, I smoked. My doctor would always remind me that I really should quit but never was I yelled at for it. If I were I would have switched doctors really quick. Like I said, I am here any time you want to talk. I hope things get better for you real soon!

My big thing is I keep having these down issues where I keep hitting the wall instead of going over the wall! I get so frustrated with stuff I have been dealing with forever! I'll be 48 next month and hope I don't have to deal with the endless issues I can't seem to overcome! If God exist he better be there when I need him! I can't do it myself no matter how I darn try!

I blame God because I am struggling with alot of stuff! I have blamed just about everyone else for my problems so God was last on my list! I have struggled way too long on stuff that still haunts me! My life is not perfect! I don't want it to beperfect! I just want it to be easier! If I had some darn confidence and self esteam I would not be in that boat! I grew up with parents who acted like they were perfect and been around alot of people who act like they are perfcet! Even though I know this people aren't I feel they live on easy street and I want to be like that! I can't get it through my head! So many mind struggles and I get know where with them!

If he is real why can't he help me get over the darn wall I keep hitting! I keep having issues on stuff I have had forever! No matter how hard I try I can't get over the wall! I don't have peace of mind when that happens! So if I ask for some help why aren't I getting it?

This is something I recently started battling with,if God exists or not. We just don't really know! So do I believe in God,do I pray to God and should trust him? If He does exist God has let me down way to many times! I battle with issues I just can't seem to get over! I just keep running into the brick wall! Getting older doesn't help either! It used to not bother me but in the past year it started to bug me! So I got alot of issues to deal with! I need help but do I trust in God? That is the answer!