Should i try again ????

no. i don't know how you feel; haven't been through anything like that. if you really forgot about yourself, why don't you try to look for 'you'??? haha. or maybe forgetting about your past was meant to help you start anew--on a clean slate. what do you think?

No, i will not. Once i read a book about person how suffer very much in prison during communism. A person suffer including deseas without medicine very much but he survive and he said: I surivive because my life doasnt belong to me it is to God how create as... So, all you have to do is to find a thing to make u live again. It is imposible not find: your familiy, a hobby... important it is how you are now.

Does someone know who you are? Maybe it is a new start to try to put the pieces together. I can see that you know how to express yourself very well. What else do you know about yourself? Who is paying for the hospital? Do you have visitors? What do they say? How come you have a laptop at the hospital? It´s SO interesting!!!

you still have memories of how to read and write as you have posted this so all memories havent completely gone

at first you will try to kill yourself but think about this.. all your family, all person who loves you. life is only one. i understand your situation but if you gonna ask me i would say BIG NO!. its 2010 and i think there is a right medicine for that, first things first everything happens for a reason, do you think god would let you down? that is one of your trials so dont give up.

I dont know what you feel. I dont know how you feel it. and i dont know why you'd feel that way. You aren't hurting yourself, you are hurting the people around you. Even if i didnt know who i was. Id go on a quest to find myself. Id start over, isnt that what everyone wants? A fresh start? Look, killing yourself is you being selfish. you dont care what happens to everyone else but you'd care if your life went on.

Damn man. I know it sucks that you can't remember Amy thing at all, what's worst is your feeling that way. You've just failed to kill yourself, then you're thinking of doing it again. I mean c'mon, what's the point to try it again? You've been given another chance to live, don't waste it. Life is precious, many people fight for there own lives, even if they don't have money to pay the hospital, they still go to doctors. Even though you can't remember any thing, think of it as a blessing, I know at the moment you' re lost but at least you're on the drive to know who you're. Think of it as an adventue, you'll enjoy it. Goodluck mate and please don't do it again. Stop to pity yourself and take some actions. Start over again. Peace out