My two co-employee commit suicide!

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Okay just want to share this, it happened way back 2008 when I was still in a corrugated box manufacturing company. I am a HR Asst. and Document Control at that time. My friend, the line leader of Finishing Section received a call from the sister of his machine operator. I can tell in his reaction that something went wrong and serious. After that call, I ask him what happened and he told me that his operator committed suicide and succeed on that. I couldn't believe cause I thought he's operating at that time, I didn't know he was absent, before when he was alive, he telephone me to know that he will be absent. My friend cried and I follow him and ask him what is the reason. He already knew that the boy is having family problems and his sister already told my friend that he might do suicide. I felt pity cause if my friend told me about that I could have been talk to that guy. I also learned that the guy is seriously inlove with me. My friend told me that before but I didn't take it seriously, I'm in a relationship and happy with my bf. We went straight to his wake after office and they told me how this guy loves me deep inside. His co-worker told me he always talked about me, there is once incident that he even drop the new mobile phone of his friend when the other guy told I was there. I couldn't believe what they told me and how much he loves me that even his relative know my name cause he told more about me. We couldn't figure it out what is the true reason why he commit suicide, still in puzzle. Later we know that he has family problem, maybe his father or his uncle. Most of his relatives pinpoint me as the reason why he end his life. He made a suicide letter and his sister kept that, I was asking my friend if we can read it cause they say my name was included in that letter but his sister kept it and not showing to anyone. He was a very good looking young boy and he's only 21. After almost a year, I received a text message that one of our new Line leader commit suicide too but didn't succeed. Yes, he is still alive, I received a text message from him but the message was not for me. That's where I know that this guy has also like me. His the reciprocate of the firs guy, he's a little old, not good looking and has family but separated from his wife. I ask the reason to my co-worker and I found out that he has a family problem. Because I don't another dead co-worker I text him the next day and ask what drives him to end his life. He told me about his problem, he's afraid that he might not see his kids cause his wife not let him. I gave him unsolicited advice and I'm happy that he listen to it and stop thinking about doing suicide again. He is a funny guy that he looks like he is a comedy actor. Whenever he's around he always make us laugh that is why we are all shocked to heard the news, thanks to his fellow board mate and and fellow employee who save his life. When I ask him what is the feeling of having a rope in the neck, he replied it is very painful and all he sees is white. So there goes my story, too long and morbid.