want to start life afresh, what all do i need?

I can relate to you as well, after I graduated, I receive too much pressure from my parents that I need to work and find a reputable, well compensated job, although I've been working as a sales crew at that time. And a lot of my friends are going somewhere as well and I'm so much fed up with other things. I decided to leave from home and live an independent life. We all need some space in our lives at times, once your into that step things will just fall into places. But of course, you have to start with finding a suitable place for you and find a job to sustain your needs. Along the way, you do miss with your folks but you'll eventually find out that visiting them once awhile is just fine when your on your own.

I think that you need to get some money to move away and a job somewhere far away from everyone else. It's quite a challenge in times like this to find one but don't give up!! :) Like everybody has said you need to think about what you want to do and what kind of life you want first. :) Find a nice place you'd like to live and get a bit of money to move there, then find a house and look for a job. Think a lot about it and come up with a plan and keep positive. :D You are your own person and no one can dictate your life but you, if your parents can't respect your feelings then they are wrong in my view.

Unwind, find yourself, think things out and forget the past that cause hell into your life. Just be positive in facing the new life that you want to go through.

I think you need to unwind. Have a self-reflection. If it's possible, go on a retreat. Or you may ask yourself, why your own people don't seem to understand you. Go to a very quiet place where you could think and reflect.