I am really thinking about my mom today.

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I miss my mom so much. Today marks the day of her death anniversary. She has been dead for 25 years. I miss her so much. I know that I am not going to be able to go to her gravestone and place a flower on it, at all. I can only speak to her through my heart. I don't know where she is at. I just pray that her soul has made it into Heaven. She deserved to be here, regardless of any mistakes that she have made while here on Earth. Only God knows best. My oldest daughter's Birthday was yesterday. She turned five years old yesterday. I find it very ironic that my daughter's Birthday is a day before the date that her grandmother died. My son keeps on telling me that he wants to see his grandmother. He says that he misses her. I tell him, that she is no longer here with us, and that she is with God. It is very hard for me, as his mother, to tell him this. My heart is broken today. I get so overwhelmed with sadness, when I think about my mother not being here, with me, and her grand kids. Plus anyone else that loves and misses her, especially her mother, siblings and my father.