Does God love me?
By rifnee
@rifnee (1713)
Indonesia
October 5, 2010 12:14am CST
He left me in the destruction of life on earth .. may even continue into the after life. Just because a trivial mistake and almost all outside my control.
I hated and shunned friends.
Families broken home.
Lecture mess.
Everything is a mess.
My life is past, present and future is bleak
Where is God when I want to fall into the abyss?
I fell very deep and very severe injuries
My subconscious has a lot of negative things embedded
Increasingly bleak future projected
Too difficult or even impossible to normalize
If circumstances do not allow to enlighten will continue until the end of my life
No more exit
Does God love me?
28 responses
@laken02 (3065)
• United States
6 Oct 10
yes God loves you as much as he loves me or anyone else..your post saddens me i want you to feel his love the way i do. but first you must open your heart to it to him and pray and tell God you still love him. for it is not God that leaves us but we who leave God.. ask him to let you feel his love and he will.. sounds like you have hardened your heart becasue of negative circumstances. and i know that can be tuff at times.. we all have problems in life but God does not want us to be sad or lonely.. he wants us to be happy and have a smile on our face even in the darkets time becasue it is then that we can lean on God the most.. u have to trust in him and know that he will make a way for you to eacape all the pain in your life
God does love you.. and he wants u to feel his love.. but that is up to you and your deciosion ..God will not come into your heart if you chose not to let him you must ask him back in your life and ask him to forgive you if you have done wrong and be sincere .. and even if you have done nothing wrong ask God to forgive you for harding your heart toward him and the world and ask him to help you tear that wall down so u can star living again.. if you need a friend i can be your friend add me if you want.. but dont be sad anymore.. be happy that your alive and take each day one day at a time.. and ask God to help guide you.. were ever you may go
he will be there for you God will never forsake you.. happy mylotting
enjoy today.. and look forward to a better future..
@laken02 (3065)
• United States
7 Oct 10
rifnee, . i think you are a great person and i would be glad to be your friend just add me.. God knows you are a very special person and you matter to him and he will forgive you.. like he did me i had ask him to forgive me as well i went thur a similar situation not long ago i was miserable and did not want to be around anyone period.. i was depressed and very sad.. and i pushed alot of people away and i had trouble with my religion and my faith in God and then i met my friend online and made a new frind one day walking and they told me i mattered to God and me and my friend prayed every day and we got to know each other and became best friends .. she told me i was high on Gods list and i did not believe her . but time and time again she told me.. then one day God spoke to me and i realzied it was true.. God will speak to you in different ways.. i was stubborn so i made it hard on God , but he finaly got thur to me and now i feel his sweet love and presence.. surround yourself with godly people make new friends go back to the true friends you had that was always there for you.. and pray daily.. and God will be back in your life too and it will be a better life and u will be happy again.. just know that u are high on Gods list and thst he loves you and wants nothing more then for you to be happy.. add me i will make you a good friend.. dont let the past slow you down look forward to a new better future.. make a new start and become the person you really want to be..
take care and may God bless you , you are in my prayers..
@rifnee (1713)
• Indonesia
7 Oct 10
Hi laken...,
Thank you for giving me the spirit alive in the face of a better future,
now I feel like a crap that is not useful to anyone.
Maybe like you say, I'm too selfish to assume god does not care about me.
Now I just want to keep on praying to god, may he help me improve life and forgive my sins.
Now, I only expect help from God, because all the people that I love has throw me.
@Fiendizzle (16)
• Australia
5 Oct 10
I highly doubt that he loves you. He is never around when you need him, would someone who loved you abandon you in this way? I highly doubt it.
@amelialsc (162)
• Malaysia
6 Oct 10
You are not to question God. He has already predestined your life and what He wants you to do on earth. If you preserverely withstand His trials, He promises you eternally. The more you are suffering and stil preservering, you have already been an instrument for all the people out there.
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@bellis716 (4799)
• United States
8 Oct 10
God loves everyone. He tells us that in the bible. Do you read the bible? Please read the 3rd chapter of the gospel of John. Don't just read John 3:16, read the whole chapter.
@wiwa05 (230)
• Philippines
5 Oct 10
YES! God loves ALL of us equally! Maybe you can't feel His presence sometimes, but He really Loves you. There are just instances that He's trying to test you- how far can your faith go without feeling his presence. God is always and will always be with you no matter what- that's how much he loves you VERY VERY much!
Don't think negatively. If He won't give you something what you want, don't be CHILDISH! Just always remember that if He's not giving you what you wanted, then He has definitely a better plan for you! Be optimistic and have faith in God- always! ^_^
@rifnee (1713)
• Indonesia
7 Oct 10
Thank you for your advice,
Sometimes I feel that most ignorant people, in a state of happiness I'll always remember God, but in a state of decline I think god has always hated me, even I often wonder if God really exists only for the some people which he loves.
I realize love and hard is proof of god love, sorrow in the world is a test of what god to prove our faith in god
@gengeni (3308)
• Indonesia
5 Nov 10
Yes, God often be "accused" for the failure of humans to achieve something in want and God is often protested by people who have calamity or disaster, again as if God wrong in this live set. God never wrong at all, if God is wrong, not God's name! Impossible God is wrong, it is contrary to any logic.If God is wrong, life never was since created! Loh how is the life that God wrong from the beginning?
@kendedes2011 (2712)
• Indonesia
16 Nov 10
life in the world is not always at one point we sometimes happy sometimes we suffer,God created man and the other pairs
@rockydam83 (846)
• Italy
6 Oct 10
God loves every one but its our fault when we dont follow the God's given way of life. I am also victim of the same situation. My only desire to shift myself some other place is is looks like impossible for me and here i am just breathing to live on but still i always keep hope that one day God will change the scene.
No matter how hard life become never left the hope for change because possible and impossible are the word in our dictionary for GOD nothing is impossible and he loves all his creatures. i can understand your situation as i am also facing it but my only advice is to be positive and dont be depress, always try to find out a positive aspect in every bad situation.
@maidangela7349 (1191)
•
6 Oct 10
God is an imaginary being. He is not real and is what anyone wants him to be. The person to sort out your problems is you. So do not rely on some fictious person get on and sort things out
@aerous (13434)
• Philippines
7 Oct 10
You know my friend, everything happen into our has a reason. God, never put us in a disastrous circumstances to peril our life.
God, has purpose unto us and that maybe the reason why God, give you trials in your life to test how you strong believers on him...
God, loves you and don't he doesn't love you. Because he does not love you...he never gives you a chance to make your life in purpose...
Maybe you are away from him. Maybe your heart filled with many anger and always says God, not loves me. That is why God, gives the most trials in your life to know that God, is really at their to waiting for you to open your heart in him...
Have a nice day!
@pyarebhai (199)
• India
6 Oct 10
myLot brothers/sisters,
greetings of the day. As per the scriptures of the all great religions, where the existance of god mentioned, it has been stated by the all learned elders, who has experienced god in their life, has taken all troubles has mentioned that, god has spiritual existance, and He has creted all the humens in his own shape and promised heaven for those belivers, hell to the non-belivers, and He is the ultimate lover, loved all humens who has inclination in his favour, so it has been stated that, if one has the belief he will certainly prosper ont only in this life and as well as the life here-after. So it is ones own choice to have belives in the ultimate existance of that supernatural power, who actually exists and he has lover of his own creation. why you doubt? plese feel free to have discussions with your elders in the matter, so, seasons greetings and all the best wishes to you all. Thank you.
@phillip3 (26)
• Philippines
6 Oct 10
hi rifnee! Jehovah God is a very loving God. I believe that He wont give you a problem that you cant handle. Keep on praying my friend, ask for guidance how to fix your problems. You know what? I'm facing a great problem too, right now, most often I am crying, every time I feel the sadness, I just cry, cry and cry. Sometimes the pain diminishes but most of the time, not. But I keep my faith that He wont leave me. I am just waiting for the right time. Everything has a purpose, maybe our problems has a purpose, maybe to make us better/stronger person.
@mdgramisB (26)
• Philippines
6 Oct 10
Yes, of course, God loves you. We might don't see him physically but I tell you, he is always at our side. He always protect us from harm. When problem comes, it doesn't mean that he did not love us. He just gave us some trial to test our faith.
@BRIIENA (23)
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7 Oct 10
God to me is a source of power in the universe. If you feel that God is in control of your life then you have asked the right questions. Where is God and does he love me? I feel that the source of power exist within each an every human being on the face of the earth. (life force) What we do with our lives is totally up to us, except for those instances of fate that devour the life force returning it back to the source. So, to me the right questions to ask are what am I suppose to learn and what can I do to make my life better. You can continue to pray waiting on your miracle to place or you can get up and do something. Simple as that.
@gengeni (3308)
• Indonesia
6 Oct 10
If you doubt God, the Lord will be doubted.
If you're away from god, then god will be away from you.
Do you away with acting like that, you are hers, if you believe in god then he will help you, so be patient, there is no better properties than patient. Do you regret what had happened, optimistic and look at the future.
@davenhearst (327)
• Philippines
6 Oct 10
Ob course God love us... God give us some trials to help us to be strength in all aspect of our life. But if you open your heart you will feel that God is always with us. God answer your prayer not in the way you want maybe in another way He knows what is best for you. But no matter what will happen don't lose hope and remember that God is always there to comfort us.
@Kvbmartin_09 (17)
• Philippines
6 Oct 10
do you believe that god didn't love us?
that a weird question...for me God love us he's guiding in our doings and and our journey to our life.He make us healthy and sometimes he's giving us challenge but every challenge that he gave i can make it..that's why god love us..
@clash_111 (93)
• Philippines
5 Oct 10
Life is unfair.. You all have the pain and struggle but always put in your mind that everything happened has its own purpose. For me asking asking "Does God loves me" is a silly question, unless you dont believe in God it will never passby your mind, but then when you have faith, never ever put any doubt with the love of GOD.. Of course he does LOVES US ALL!..
@giannamarla (15)
• Philippines
6 Oct 10
Absolutely God indeed LOVES U AND ALL OF US!
Maybe u are now in the middle of confusions, frustrations and disappointmenst in life, I guess its ok to feel that way bcz we are just humans especially when we are in times of dark clouds. But one permanent fact that I can assure YOU, dont lose HOPE! GOD IS GOOD! Take this all as a challenge and learn to stand up and face the world with more courage and always say this "LORD INCREASE MY FAITH!" and I'm sure God will be there for YOU. JUst hold on and have FAITH!
