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ericytac, i don't want to use somebody just to forget about him because i know how it feels like to be a "panakip butas". i have stopped calling and texting him. it has been almost a month and some days i can make it through the day without being sad and crying. but i am falling again to where i was. i am weak again. i keep thinking of him and i cry. when i was talking to my friend this afternoon i could not contain the pain, sadness and loneliness i feel. i honesty miss him so much. i was doing better the past days. i am always praying to God and asking him not to miss him and that i won't think about him but i still came back to this point.

If you don't use somebody, you need to love someone. Someone who truly cares and love you. Don't focus to a guy who cause you pain. Try to open your heart to someone else because maybe, the guy who really loves you is there beside you waiting when to open your heart. Try to explore the happiness of the world.

rookie, i also have the void. A huge VOID in my heart. i feel that the void in my body is actually my heart. it is not with me anymore. it is a good thing that you still have a communication with him. you are lucky. you should use that not to gain him back if you don't but just to complete the void. to place your heart whole again. i sometimes wish that my ex still loves me, that he is hurting the same way i am hurting and that he would think of me. i wish your relationship with your ex would be better. i wish you would be happy.