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monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

it has been over already since my break up with my ex. it was not a good year for me. i practically did everything to destroy myself so that he would notice me and hopefully get back with me. but unfortunately it didn't happen. i...

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monmon20 thank you waflay. the special person i am so happy about and is making me feel special is my Lord God. thank you so much. :)

22 Sep 11

monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

it has been over already since my break up with my ex. it was not a good year for me. i practically did everything to destroy myself so that he would notice me and hopefully get back with me. but unfortunately it didn't happen. i...

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monmon20 thank you for your comment. i know it is just being friends but i might still have feelings for him that makes it difficult to decide if i should still be friends with him. it is God's will that I forgive him and i am trying to do that by forgetting everything...

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monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

recently i have been hooked to CHUCK. i laugh out so hard and fall in love with its lead Zachary levi. this series is so nice, being in a world of spies deception, going to amazing places, doing kung fu that you didn't even know...

kungfu

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monmon20 it is really bad that the series is reaching its end. i really wish that they would change their minds having season 5 to be its last. but i doubt it. i never though about it when it comes to government issues. i agree that the government having to keep so...

22 Sep 11

monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

it has been over already since my break up with my ex. it was not a good year for me. i practically did everything to destroy myself so that he would notice me and hopefully get back with me. but unfortunately it didn't happen. i...

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monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

recently i have been hooked to CHUCK. i laugh out so hard and fall in love with its lead Zachary levi. this series is so nice, being in a world of spies deception, going to amazing places, doing kung fu that you didn't even know...

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terry98000 @terry98000 (9) 22 Sep 11

i dono what to post on here guys but seriously thinking that being single is not a good thing too.. some say single is cool, but some say single can be miserable too.. look at those single guys out there. They are like desperate...

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monmon20 my thoughts on being single...?? hmmm.. well i have been single a year already. didn't think that i can get through life being single. i was dreading this life because the though of not being with someone who you love and who loves you back. but what i...

22 Sep 11

chiwasaki @chiwasaki (4694) • Philippines 21 Sep 11

It was a Valentine's day back in 1992 when I received my first dozen of roses. I was in preschool during that time. Yes I was just a kid when I received my first roses. My mom says that this kid really likes me and I really don't...

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monmon20 im turning 24 but believe me i haven't receive flowers yet. i did have a boyfriend. noticed the past tense? haha... he was my boyfriend for almost 5years and in that span of time never did i receive any flowers from him. not even he was still courting me.. i...

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edsss17 @edsss17 (4394) • Philippines 21 Sep 11

You know guys, I really do regret writing something about my freedom and how strict my mom is. It just like remembering a conversation in my mind, and realizing that I should’ve not said those. I now totally understand my mom....

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monmon20 i do regret some things i have said and done out of acting out without even thinking. i get carried away so easily with anger, depression and other stressful things. i even filed a case against one of the department head at work because of a rumor that made me...

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staria @staria (2780) • Philippines 21 Sep 11

Im quite a fan of the reality TV show Biggest Loser. A couple of months ago Biggest Loser PH edition was launched and I was able to watch most of the episodes. Episode after episode, I marvel on how much they lose every week...

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monmon20 i too am a fan of Biggest loser PH.. it is so amazing how they lost weight in 4 months time.. i really admire their determination.. and i envy them for having such courage. i owe the show everything because not only are they helping the contestants but they...

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monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 11 Oct 10

have you been in the situation where in you felt that you can't be with your true love? that you got separated from the person you love dearly for no good reason at all? did he or she explained why they left? and did you end up...

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monmon20 i know what you feel. my boyfriend and i fought for our love but in the end left me without telling me his reasons. he even had another girlfriend while i was his girl friend and he did it twice. but the sad part is i still love him and i am still waiting for...

15 Oct 10

genevy04 @genevy04 (793) • Philippines 15 Oct 10

Hi dear myLotters, Just had this question running in my head.. I have come to a point that I am deliberating about myself.. One side of me tells me I am a failure. Other side tells me i'm not.. I am...

self pity

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monmon20 i do feel i am a failure at times. a failure in my relationship with my parents and siblings. i do feel that i am a failure as a nursing graduate and as a person. but even if i was a failure in those aspects in my life i had my boyfriend that i could say i was...

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sweetloveforeve @sweetloveforeve (13120) • Portugal 11 Oct 10

hi guys^^ did you ever kiss under the rain?^^ i think it must be really so romantic^^ i never did but i wish to do someday^^ my bf has such cute lips ahah^^ also i think while raining must be too cute to kiss ahah^^ did you guys...

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monmon20 yes i experienced it. my ex and i were arguing then at the end we made out. it was the best kiss.

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monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 7 Oct 10

just seeing his pictures over facebook from his friends' album makes me so sad and makes me miss him so much. i don't realize it but tears would just go running down my cheeks with me knowing.

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monmon20 rookie, i also have the void. A huge VOID in my heart. i feel that the void in my body is actually my heart. it is not with me anymore. it is a good thing that you still have a communication with him. you are lucky. you should use that not to gain him back if...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 7 Oct 10

just seeing his pictures over facebook from his friends' album makes me so sad and makes me miss him so much. i don't realize it but tears would just go running down my cheeks with me knowing.

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monmon20 ericytac, i don't want to use somebody just to forget about him because i know how it feels like to be a "panakip butas". i have stopped calling and texting him. it has been almost a month and some days i can make it through the day without being sad and...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 10 Oct 10

i know i should not expect because it would only hurt me more. i know i should move on and continue life without him, but i just cant stop thinking about it. my subconscious is telling me i want him to love me again and be my...

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monmon20 ericytac, thank you so much for your comment. i was talking to my friend this afternoon and i told her that i am too tired of loving him. i should be happy right because i am willing to move on but why did i cry? why were my tears come rolling down my cheeks?...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 11 Oct 10

have you been in the situation where in you felt that you can't be with your true love? that you got separated from the person you love dearly for no good reason at all? did he or she explained why they left? and did you end up...

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trishasantos @trishasantos (1297) • Philippines 5 Aug 10

Midnight Sun was supposed to be the 5th book. But a spoiler put a copy in the internet so the author stopped writing it. Well that's what happened according to what I read. So do you think the author should finish it?

twilight

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monmon20 i actually read Midnight sun and it is really nice and awesome. it makes me believe in love and true love. the books actually tells how Edward Cullen felt for Bella because we only knew Bella's love for Bella. it was so nice to read Midnight sun and very...

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monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 10 Oct 10

i know i should not expect because it would only hurt me more. i know i should move on and continue life without him, but i just cant stop thinking about it. my subconscious is telling me i want him to love me again and be my...

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monmon20 Lady marissa, i am trying so hard to control myself and even asked the help of my friends. i know it is crazy and stupid but somehow i still feel he loves me. my heart knows that he still does. but what if my heart is just deceiving me because that is what i...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (58) • Philippines 10 Oct 10

i know i should not expect because it would only hurt me more. i know i should move on and continue life without him, but i just cant stop thinking about it. my subconscious is telling me i want him to love me again and be my...

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monmon20 vanjosh when he first did that i just forgave him for the affair. i could not give him my whole heart but i still love him. actually despite the problems i was happy. i was happy and sad but i felt much happiness than loneliness. i was lonely because i was not...

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