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monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

it has been over already since my break up with my ex. it was not a good year for me. i practically did everything to destroy myself so that he would notice me and hopefully get back with me. but unfortunately it didn't happen. i...

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monmon20 thank you waflay. the special person i am so happy about and is making me feel special is my Lord God. thank you so much. :)

22 Sep 11

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

it has been over already since my break up with my ex. it was not a good year for me. i practically did everything to destroy myself so that he would notice me and hopefully get back with me. but unfortunately it didn't happen. i...

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monmon20 thank you for your comment. i know it is just being friends but i might still have feelings for him that makes it difficult to decide if i should still be friends with him. it is God's will that I forgive him and i am trying to do that by forgetting everything...

22 Sep 11

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monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 22 Sep 11

recently i have been hooked to CHUCK. i laugh out so hard and fall in love with its lead Zachary levi. this series is so nice, being in a world of spies deception, going to amazing places, doing kung fu that you didn't even know...

kungfu

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monmon20 it is really bad that the series is reaching its end. i really wish that they would change their minds having season 5 to be its last. but i doubt it. i never though about it when it comes to government issues. i agree that the government having to keep so...

22 Sep 11

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 11 Oct 10

have you been in the situation where in you felt that you can't be with your true love? that you got separated from the person you love dearly for no good reason at all? did he or she explained why they left? and did you end up...

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monmon20 i know what you feel. my boyfriend and i fought for our love but in the end left me without telling me his reasons. he even had another girlfriend while i was his girl friend and he did it twice. but the sad part is i still love him and i am still waiting for...

15 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 7 Oct 10

just seeing his pictures over facebook from his friends' album makes me so sad and makes me miss him so much. i don't realize it but tears would just go running down my cheeks with me knowing.

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monmon20 rookie, i also have the void. A huge VOID in my heart. i feel that the void in my body is actually my heart. it is not with me anymore. it is a good thing that you still have a communication with him. you are lucky. you should use that not to gain him back if...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 7 Oct 10

just seeing his pictures over facebook from his friends' album makes me so sad and makes me miss him so much. i don't realize it but tears would just go running down my cheeks with me knowing.

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monmon20 ericytac, i don't want to use somebody just to forget about him because i know how it feels like to be a "panakip butas". i have stopped calling and texting him. it has been almost a month and some days i can make it through the day without being sad and...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 10 Oct 10

i know i should not expect because it would only hurt me more. i know i should move on and continue life without him, but i just cant stop thinking about it. my subconscious is telling me i want him to love me again and be my...

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monmon20 ericytac, thank you so much for your comment. i was talking to my friend this afternoon and i told her that i am too tired of loving him. i should be happy right because i am willing to move on but why did i cry? why were my tears come rolling down my cheeks?...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 10 Oct 10

i know i should not expect because it would only hurt me more. i know i should move on and continue life without him, but i just cant stop thinking about it. my subconscious is telling me i want him to love me again and be my...

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monmon20 Lady marissa, i am trying so hard to control myself and even asked the help of my friends. i know it is crazy and stupid but somehow i still feel he loves me. my heart knows that he still does. but what if my heart is just deceiving me because that is what i...

11 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 10 Oct 10

i know i should not expect because it would only hurt me more. i know i should move on and continue life without him, but i just cant stop thinking about it. my subconscious is telling me i want him to love me again and be my...

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monmon20 vanjosh when he first did that i just forgave him for the affair. i could not give him my whole heart but i still love him. actually despite the problems i was happy. i was happy and sad but i felt much happiness than loneliness. i was lonely because i was not...

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monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 10 Oct 10

i know i should not expect because it would only hurt me more. i know i should move on and continue life without him, but i just cant stop thinking about it. my subconscious is telling me i want him to love me again and be my...

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monmon20 krizz, so are you saying that the relationship was really real?? even his friend said that he does not know the girl? even his other friends said they dont know the girl. and when his friend told my ex that i know the girl my ex also said he does not know the...

11 Oct 10

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monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 8 Oct 10

how do you feel watching a movie alone? do you think of what people would say or is watching a movie is your way of spending some quality time alone?

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monmon20 i sometimes enjoy watching movies alone. i don't know why i enjoy watching alone, i guess the movies i watch is for you to watch it alone. when i watch Twilight saga i prefer to watch it with my boyfriend. but since he dumped me i don't want to watch movies...

8 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 7 Oct 10

i get really hooked in a song because of the lyrics because it stays in the heart. but sometimes the tune or the music does not match with the lyrics... what makes you like a song? is it the meaning of the song or the beat of the...

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monmon20 the song that really means to me alot because i can really relate to it is Never Get over you Getting Over Me. I dont care which version but the lyrics and the beat compliment each other.

8 Oct 10

monmon20 @monmon20 (56) • Philippines 7 Oct 10

i get really hooked in a song because of the lyrics because it stays in the heart. but sometimes the tune or the music does not match with the lyrics... what makes you like a song? is it the meaning of the song or the beat of the...

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monmon20 i love Flightless Bird too because of the movie Twilight. i think it is a sad song for some reason.

7 Oct 10