should have been our first anniversary!
By Anne19
@Anne19 (300)
Philippines
October 23, 2010 5:17pm CST
Tonight at 11 pm it should have been our first anniversary. Last year this day, we watched a movie for the first time.. the first time we cuddled, the first time we kissed. He was the most gentlest, stubborn, spontaneous person I've ever known... I miss him so terribly... I just hope that he knows how much I love him, how much I miss him...
Love, wherever you are I just want you to know that the time we've spent together were the best moments of my life... I hope that eventhough you are already in heaven now... somehow you can still feel my love for you.. You're the greatest love of my life and I don't know if I can love the same way again.... I'll treasure all the memories that we have until I'm old and gray.. and no matter what happens you'll always have a piece of me that you've carried on your grave... my heart! I love you so much, love!!! Please visit me on my dream even just tonight!!!
1 response
@sweetloveforeve (13120)
• Portugal
23 Oct 10
im sorry anne 
im sure that your bf remembers your anniversary. im sorry that you didnt have much time to be with him. but im sure that he takes care of you^^ and about always remember him im sure you will^^ but you have the right to find other love someday^^ you deserve to be happy and im sure that he would want that^^ you deserve to be happy^^ dont be sad ok? im sure he wouldnt like to see you sad. you still have the memories^^
im sure that your bf remembers your anniversary. im sorry that you didnt have much time to be with him. but im sure that he takes care of you^^ and about always remember him im sure you will^^ but you have the right to find other love someday^^ you deserve to be happy and im sure that he would want that^^ you deserve to be happy^^ dont be sad ok? im sure he wouldnt like to see you sad. you still have the memories^^@Anne19 (300)
• Philippines
24 Oct 10
Thank you, unfortunately memories is all I have... This day should have been one of the happiest days of my life but now all I feel is sorrow.. It's just been 3 weeks since he passed away and I still can't believe it. I know I should try to move on, but I still think about him all the time. I miss him so much and you know what, I would give everything just to have at least one more day with him.... I never realize how much I love him.. I never taken him for granted but it even astounded me to realize how deep my love for him runs... Now, I fully understand what true love is.... but it's just so sad that we never had enough time to be with each other.
