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Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 23 Oct 10

Tonight at 11 pm it should have been our first anniversary. Last year this day, we watched a movie for the first time.. the first time we cuddled, the first time we kissed. He was the most gentlest, stubborn, spontaneous person...

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Anne19 Thank you, unfortunately memories is all I have... This day should have been one of the happiest days of my life but now all I feel is sorrow.. It's just been 3 weeks since he passed away and I still can't believe it. I know I should try to move on, but I...

23 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 23 Oct 10

Tonight at 11 pm it should have been our first anniversary. Last year this day, we watched a movie for the first time.. the first time we cuddled, the first time we kissed. He was the most gentlest, stubborn, spontaneous person...

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Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 it's the only thing i'm looking forward to, the day when i'm going to see him again....

23 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 thank u.. I never thought a person can cry this much, I think I've cried enough for the last three weeks to last me a three lifetimes.... It was just three weeks ago so it was still so new, like a fresh wound, u bump it into something and it started to bleed...

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 Thank u for such a touching gesture,,,, it means a lot knowing that eventhough all of you are strangers, I can share to you my pain at the most lowest time in my life.

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 Thank u very much... I can just feel your sincerety and I feel so blessed that eventhough I can't talk about this to my friends and family, I have u guys here who listens and tries to understand... Just talking about this really helps me a lot. I always...

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 maybe i should rephrase it, I haven't really dated anyone seriously when I and him are apart.. it's just I'm so pissed of at him for some things but most particularly for being a stubborn guy... I've made a mistake thinking that I can forget him by GOING OUT...

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 Thank you.. I'm working in another country while my kid is in my homeland with my parents. It is true indeed, it's my daughter who keeps me thriving on...

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 My daughter is the only that keeps me going, and yes, the thought that I can see him again when it's my time to go already... I don't know how to get by everyday.. It's like everyday I'm testing the water, seeing how far i can go.... I might be strong, but...

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 Thank you... I don't know that a person can cry a lot. I was never the one to cry a lot until now.. I thought I'll grow old with him that it really sucks! I know they say that time is a great healer but u know what, I just hope time will just pass by so fast...

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 thank you.. I just really need someone to talk to, someone who wouldn't worry about me, someone who would just listen... I don't know I thought I'll be alright after a few weeks but it's not getting any better.. I'm back working now but you see it's nearly 2...

21 Oct 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 21 Oct 10

I don't know what to write... it's been 3 weeks already when my bf died. I can't talk to my friends and family about it coz I know that even if they understand all they would do is worry about me and I don't need that. I just need...

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Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 7 Jul 10

I've been in a lot of relationship but the last one is the most significant. He taught me how to laugh a lot with the most silly things. He made me realize that no matter where we are for as long as we are together, we're fine....

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Anne19 Thanks! I don't know it just s**ks coz I'm so into him but I don't really know what to do now... I just feel like I was in a daze, we haven't had any formal closure so I was still in that phase of hoping against hope and denial that it seems everything's...

9 Jul 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 7 Jul 10

I've been in a lot of relationship but the last one is the most significant. He taught me how to laugh a lot with the most silly things. He made me realize that no matter where we are for as long as we are together, we're fine....

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Anne19 I hope, I really hope but he wasn't that kind of guy. He always wants me to be with him and whenever we fight he will always call me and try to settle things. But not this time, though I've already apologize it just seem like it fell on a pair of deaf ears.......

9 Jul 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 7 Jul 10

I've been in a lot of relationship but the last one is the most significant. He taught me how to laugh a lot with the most silly things. He made me realize that no matter where we are for as long as we are together, we're fine....

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Anne19 you're not being rude. Thank you I think I need to have someone tell me that, although at this point I honestly haven't absorb it yet.

9 Jul 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 7 Jul 10

I've been in a lot of relationship but the last one is the most significant. He taught me how to laugh a lot with the most silly things. He made me realize that no matter where we are for as long as we are together, we're fine....

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Anne19 what if he chooses not to do his part? Oh we don't have any closure at all, and I'm hoping against hope that will be ok. We just seem so perfect for each other, and if I'll be given a chance to be with him again, I promise myself that I will try to hold on and...

9 Jul 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 7 Jul 10

I've been in a lot of relationship but the last one is the most significant. He taught me how to laugh a lot with the most silly things. He made me realize that no matter where we are for as long as we are together, we're fine....

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Anne19 Thank you, but have you ever fell in love that it seems nobody will do except that person. That is how I feel. Every night I will be waiting for him to call me until I close my eyes at night and then the next day, I'll be waiting for him to call me all...

9 Jul 10

Anne19 @Anne19 (300) • Philippines 7 Jul 10

I've been in a lot of relationship but the last one is the most significant. He taught me how to laugh a lot with the most silly things. He made me realize that no matter where we are for as long as we are together, we're fine....

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Anne19 But I'm so afraid of rejection already, the last time I've apologize to him it's just seem we've made up already then before I knew it he was already making his own plans. I miss him so much but I guess I already did my part, I apologize and I told him that...

9 Jul 10

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