You see me as weak, but I am strong and getting stronger everyday.

I have been there before. And I left and it was the best freedom I've ever felt.. of course, it is hard to start doing things on your own, but it is worth it.

I am not sure what you are talking about. This really hit home for me. It hit me because I grew up in a very abusive family. For years the would kill me a little inside with their words. That was until Sept of this year and I had had enough and I just closed them out of my life. I love them and miss all of them very much however I had to make a decision for my health and mental well being. It is very hard and all those years I was weak because I let them abuse me. I just said I can not do this any more I am done. When you want to be a family if you are ever capable just let me know. This is very hard but I am dealing

Oh, those are such wise words. Straight and to the point. I cry sometimes daily...but not so much anymore. I am getting stronger and stronger by the day, you just don't realize...that I finally decided you were not worth the wait and I moved on.