Happiness!

No, friends I don't think you understand how hard it is to get outside under the heat of the sun while you carry something kinda heavy and long papers. I don't know what style I will do to carry that blueprints while walking and holding my umbrella. It was so hot and my sweat are all over my body then I will have to enter the air conditioned building and everybody there could smell me. Do you think it's good for my health? specially my lungs? I had problem with my lungs and a lot of health issues and doing that work gives me a lot of stress which one of the reason why I didn't gain weight. Plus the fact that I am thirsty and felt that I lost so many water inside my body. Please do not mistaken that I am not happy to have a work, I am thankful that I have a job now when I needed the most. I am in fact doing everything for my job but I guess I am abused. That job is a man's job but since he cannot afford or he just want's to hire a messenger cause I am here, we don't have a messenger. Sure delivering in the client is easy provided that we have a company vehicle, sad that we don't and I have to walk a lot and commute while carrying those plans.

I think she's still having the "hang over " of her weekend happenings with her acquaintances.

That's very true maybe lanie is really getting bored with the work, that's why she became sad suddenly after feeling it with acquaintances.

I rarely bring my emotion or problem at home when I reached the office and likewise at home. The time I spent with my family last weekend was enough for me, I know the fact that they had to leave for their own home. I am not sad because my vacation is over, I felt so frustrated and down when I had to do the job that is really not my job. I hope you imagine your self in my shoes that time only then maybe you can understand what I go through that time. I really wanted to leave this job cause it's not good and healthy for me. I am constantly searching for another possible job but luck is not yet on my way. Once I get the opportunity, sad but I have to choose the best job and I hope it's coming very soon.

Wishing you all the best, but for now looks like that you have to gave up your current work now.

No prob. So you are not into relatives. I am so thrilled that I saw her after a long long time. I am the one who takes care of her when she's little, now she's taller than me . How times fly so fast, she's now a true lady.

Well, good for you, I wish I had that reverse experience. I always try to be positive, but I believe if it's not meant for you, it's not for you. That happens to me many many times so I couldn't say that it depends on my outlook in life. I guess that explains how tough I am as a person.

I hope so that he will credit that and reward me, I've done worse than that but he only sees it as part of my job but actually not really. Don't worry friends it's not end of the world, it is just another day of getting voice out my rant through writing. Thank you for comforting me :)