My bad...
By saphrina
@saphrina (31551)
South Africa
November 22, 2011 3:09am CST
I just don't know my sweeties.
Today, i read things i don't like, see things i don't like and hear things that will drive any sane person, INSANE.
Things that make me doubt and wonder.
I hate feeling like this.
Like a damn old wet rag, which was used to wash ones floors or something.
I cannot get why things seem to upset me so much lately. Hell, i'm not 5 anymore, for pete's sake.
Am i getting old, or am i just use to throwing a tantrum, hoping and praying that all this bad will go away.
Maybe its the damn weathers fault or maybe i trust those close to me too much.
Whichever way i look at it, i just cannot shake this unholy negative feeling that keep popping up.
Or its this damn devil on my shoulder whispering all this crap in my ear.
If only i can get hold of him and strangle him or something.
On days like days, what will you do to cheer yourself up?
I cannot go out as its going to rain, AGAIN.
Now what do i damn do?
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33 responses
@bhabycatch013 (9150)
• Philippines
22 Nov 11
Hi Dear,
It's raining here and I need Human jacket 
Maybe you need to use the new set of whips and a bottle of vodka will help you 
hope you will feel better
miss yah
Maybe you need to use the new set of whips and a bottle of vodka will help you
hope you will feel better
miss yah
@jaiho2009 (39141)
• Philippines
22 Nov 11
bhaby,
Where can we buy that human jacket?
or...straight jacket?
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@sarahruthbeth22 (43143)
• United States
22 Nov 11
I'm super sensitive so I never feel bad about things that tick me off. Now that I Know I have the right to all my feelings , I express All of them. So even if it is petty to others , I don't care.It pi$4es me off So Be It! the best way to improve my mood is by either seeing a movie or playing music. Me? I love, love a good action film. A film where there are explosions and car chases! Or to rock out to some heavy metal. Take some Metaliica and I am Fine!So think about what makes you feel better and do it!
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@sarahruthbeth22 (43143)
• United States
24 Nov 11
Good. I'm glad you are feeling better.I'm feeling better too. I was a little down but I'm better too.
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@Sreekala (34312)
• India
22 Nov 11
Dear saphy,
I hope this will help you positively. We, ladies do not need a particular reason to get moody sometimes. Be calm and take long breath. You will be alright soon dear. Myself, it is difficult to cheer me up when I am moody. Only time can heal it…
I hope this will help you positively. We, ladies do not need a particular reason to get moody sometimes. Be calm and take long breath. You will be alright soon dear. Myself, it is difficult to cheer me up when I am moody. Only time can heal it… 
@thesids (22180)
• Bhubaneswar, India
22 Nov 11
Hi didi
I can feel that dear saphrina is going through a bad patch these days and she needs someone who would listen to her... I wish I had her chat Id and I could spend a day or even days together to help her....
As for you, I know, I can make you smile many a times but again, as you say... it mostly depends on your mood that day
I can feel that dear saphrina is going through a bad patch these days and she needs someone who would listen to her... I wish I had her chat Id and I could spend a day or even days together to help her....
As for you, I know, I can make you smile many a times but again, as you say... it mostly depends on your mood that day3 people like this
@thesids (22180)
• Bhubaneswar, India
22 Nov 11
I will let my clients off for those days as I really need our Saphrina back the way she used to be. May not be the right place to share this but I have felt deep pain all across her discussions since the last few months... and I feel concerned...
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@inu1711 (5285)
• Romania
22 Nov 11
I'm sorry to see you so upset AGAIN. 
Don't you think you have to change a few things in your life? This happens too often, I'm afraid.
There are a lot of things to take your mind away from what upsets you now.
How about watching a good old movie that you always loved to watch?
Or trying to do some cleaning or put things in order in your closets? (this will surely move your mind from what is upsetting you now!)
Me, I would spend some time with my dog, trying to enjoy the moments when she plays with me and do stupid things.
Don't you think you have to change a few things in your life? This happens too often, I'm afraid.
There are a lot of things to take your mind away from what upsets you now.
How about watching a good old movie that you always loved to watch?
Or trying to do some cleaning or put things in order in your closets? (this will surely move your mind from what is upsetting you now!)
Me, I would spend some time with my dog, trying to enjoy the moments when she plays with me and do stupid things.2 people like this
Here we've been waiting for the rain for months. We need a rain badly, you know?
@enelym001 (8322)
• Philippines
22 Nov 11
Hi saphi,
It's normal to feel that way when we see or read things we don't like. I wanted to suggest to go shopping because ladies like us forget all these crazy stuff on our mind when we do shopping, but okay it's raining there so you can't go out. Better make yourself a li'l busy at home. Hope you get well and get over the negative things that's running through your mind
Better make yourself a li'l busy at home. Hope you get well and get over the negative things that's running through your mind2 people like this
@GardenGerty (160883)
• United States
23 Nov 11
Turn off the news and all these things that are pouring into your head. Light some scented candles, settle back with a cup of tea and read a good magazine of your choice. It that does not shake the rainy day blues, put on some upbeat music, choose another beverage and find something that you want to do but have not had the chance. Cut off all outside news and noise and you will be much happier in no time. Third choice, shut off the lights, take a warm bath or shower and crawl into a warm comfy bed. Take a nap.
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@derek_a (10873)
•
23 Nov 11
Sorry to hear how your're feeling. I think sometimes that the media will make things worse. They only seem to report all the doom and gloom - of how terrible things are, and yet, if they just stopped and thought for a moment. If they focused on being more upbeat and positive, then us people, as listeners would pick up on this. Wouldn't if be far better to have people optimistic and positive? Would this bring the world into a better position economically. Doom and gloom in the stock markets often causes catastrophy. What would it be like with a more positive attitude..
I know that everything has an opposite. The happier we feel, the lower we can go on the roller-coaster of life. But if we detach and look at how we can make a difference and not dwell on negative or positive, surely we'd be more centered and in a stronger position in life.. Just me thinking.... _Derek
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@saphrina (31551)
• South Africa
25 Nov 11
Hi sweetie.
Yip, the media just have it in them to really upset people.
For the life of me i cannot see why we always have to read and see horrible things, even if it is like everyday life for most people on this planet.
Humans are such a damn disappointment to me.
But, i like the way you think though.
Maybe if i start ignoring all those negative things, i may be happier each day.
I have a damn lot to be thankful for, but no, what do Saphy do?
Tantrum.
I mean really.
@vandana7 (100531)
• India
22 Nov 11
Ok moppet, what's up? Yeah, I feel like that at times myself. But I try to come out of it trying to think of things that interest me. For example I love singing (believe it its shrieking and in any event it is old Hindi numbers), but I think I am doing a splendid job at that some notes, and that pulls me out some and then I watch some television program, or if I cant, then I dream about my future. I think planning for future is one of my favorite pastimes. There cant be any unhappiness that we can foresee. So it is all too rosy. Like I plan that when I have enough monies I will have a small house with a big garden. I will have all types of fruits, and I will even grow vegetables. I plan my garden. God alone knows whether such dreams will materialize. But if they do, I have a fairly good plan ready to implement them within short time. LOL Yeah, that keeps my mind away from a lot of junk.
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@LovingMyBabies (85288)
• Valdosta, Georgia
22 Nov 11
I'm sorry you are feeling so badly. =( I think everyone has days like this sometimes. It is hard to break it and get out of the negative cycle as I call it. The weather doesn't help either if it is dark and dreary. I hope you get to feeling better really soon. Here is a hug!
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@lrenfer (4)
•
23 Nov 11
Can you concretely decide what is bothering you? Is it a person or a certain situation? Can you not figure out what it is? Maybe it is the rain outside and it is affecting your mood. Try to expose yourself to the things that make you happy. Have you tried finding things that are beautiful to you and doing the things that you truly enjoy. I think we tend to deprive ourselves in order to show how strong we are, but we all need a form of caring and to give back to ourselves.
@saphrina (31551)
• South Africa
25 Nov 11
Hi sweetie.
One thing i am not, is sensitive, but for some reason the news i read each day, what i hear and see, scares the crap out of me or it pisses me off i want to scream.
Add to that that my love is so far from me.
I am frustrated, bad tempered and just full of damn tantrums lately.
I try my best to see the good in people, to see the beauty around me, but people just ruin it for me lately.
I am so damn childish, sorry.
@alottodo (3056)
• Australia
22 Nov 11
Oh dear how dreadful to feel like that! I would give the devil a kick on his a*se and send him asunder and into the trash! no one grows old without a tantrum and yet my dear rain or sun shine your life is dear...now for that vodka...where is it?
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@zralte (4178)
• India
22 Nov 11
Oh saphy, shall I shoot my poisonous arrow at the devil?No...better not, my aim is not that great.
My suggestions:
Take a hot bath
Use a pillow to cover your mouth and scream.
Watch comedy on TV or DVD.
If all those fails, you can move in with me. 'Misery loves company' is what they say.
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@Jlyn10 (11965)
• Malaysia
27 Nov 11
Maybe you're right. Moods and women don't go hand in hand. But everybody has their own kind of mood once in a while. But I usually don't take mine that seriously because when I'm troubled, I always pray to God for comfort. Then I always feel better after that.
Yea, a thriller might work. I just love thriller. 
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@WakeUpKitty (8694)
• Netherlands
22 Nov 11
Keep your mind busy with something else!
Go make something or do a mind-puzzle, seems to me your mind is having overwork.
Go make the place where you sit cosy for you in every way you can think out and shut out the world (no radio, newspaper, tv). Today it's about you, not the world that we won't see, understand or even makes us mad, insane, doubt or wonder.
I wish you a great day with yourself! See it as quality time for you.
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@khare_1005 (1310)
• India
22 Nov 11
saphy sweat heart you have so many friends around you to cheer you up and still you are feeling low?this is not done sweety. come on give me a smile darling.
or i'll make faces so that you laugh and forget all that is happening.
or i'll make faces so that you laugh and forget all that is happening.2 people like this
@tamirs (1807)
• Philippines
22 Nov 11
Hi dear saph,I think I know how you feel.
Remember how i was days ago? I don't know if i am mad or depress or worried or lonely.I cried the whole night but i don't really know what is making me cry.At morning i woke up looking like Rudolph.Sometimes ill just yell at them whole day and won't talk to them.I think most girls have this time of their lives where in we are being moody and weird ,but not all of the time.
Like you said to me before i go to bed that night,i took a warm bath,stay in the bathroom for hours thinking of things and pouring my heart out..I had a shot :-p of hot midnight black coffee then off to bed..Really i had a nice and sounding sleep that night.
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