do you still love your "first love"???

The first guy I ever really loved was from Nashville Tenn. and his name was Charlie...he worked in a shoe store when I met him, on a snowy day, when I went in to buy boots. He tried to convince me to get super skinny boots with heels because they looked "sexy"...I was 17 at the time and very shy....I was living away from home with a family who cared for me, and Charlie wanted to go out with me. I told him he'd have to meet my family first. He did, and they loved him. He was such a charmer, and a gentlemen. His training was as a disc jockey, and he was hoping to make it on a country radio station. This was almost forty years ago, before cable and internet... He also had epilepsy and was on medication ....we dated for quite a while - then he went on a job interview one day, home to nashville. We got a phone call - then nothing. Finally, Charlie's sister called us. He had been in a bad car accident - due to his epilepsy - he had a seizure when driving - it was pretty bad. Charlie eventually came back and visited - but he was never quite the same. He ended up going back home for more aftercare from the accident. I've never forgotten him because he was the first man I ever lost my heart to. I had always planned, if I had a second son, to name him Charlie - but it never happened.

As much as i hate to admit it, i still have strong feelings for my first love. I now she still loves me too but we now live separate lifes.

After I read your discussion, I come to remember my last night dream, I dream of my first love, and I wish that she never left, and she is so nice in person, not argued with me all the time. It was only a dream, and she is no longer live here though, and I just have to left her go. She probably already found someone else to replace me. I guess she was my first love, but I never be her first love and the deepest though.

yes.it's very innocent and precious like a diamond.though i came across so many years ago still i can't forget it.at that age i can't realize it is love.if i go into that innocent days i will laugh for each minute what i had done earlier.in my life it is so precious.

I dont love my first love anymore.He become my inspiration,and still have a big part in my life.A find it too difficult when we broke up.Actually im the only one who fall inlove,he just court me because he wants to just forget his girlfriend too.And pity me because he become my first love boyfriend.I have boyfriend before him but its just like a fling still very young on those time.And his the one who teach me what a real boyfriend is.But so sad to know that he's not inlove with me the same as I do.

yes! I still love her...i love you!!

I think when someone loses someone because of them passing itis different, I believe when someone that means that much to you a part of them stays around you, it is a type of energy but in ordinary circumstances it is often something some would prefer to forget as in my case, I look back and think how could I...

I already said goodbye to my first love long time ago It happened when I still teenager. At that time I still in junior high school and I in love with my senior. I'm so nervous when I get closed with her. My body feel like flow in the air. But this love only have one trip ..... I love her, she didn't love me

Nope I dont still love my first love it wasn't the real thing like I have with my husband so I don't even miss him at all.