Bad start of my week
By jazel_juan
@jazel_juan (15745)
Philippines
May 6, 2012 11:17pm CST
yet i am trying to be positive, calling all positive energies.
I am pretty much exhausted, the weekend even didn't help. I am annoyed even. See i still do not have a nanny so my one day off from work is spent still taking care of the kids,chores and the likes. I have no problems with that as i know these are my obligations and i love doing it actually.
but the thing is i just feel tired and i want some mommy self mommy time.. even an hour but i cannot get it. Saturday, hubby offered to do the laundry - it was not that plenty even! i even thank him for it, i even bought my 2 year old kid at work since we rarely do that much on saturdays..
then sunday came and hubby told me he will go somewhere and be back right away and i said he should as we will take the kids to the park and see the dancing fountain.
See, i waited till 9 in the eve and he didn't arrive! i mean, i am annoyed till now because i told him clearly, i know he needed some time off but then he left lunch time and came back 9 eve that is too much even though he did the laundry, when i have to find my way with the three kids at home, cooking, cleaning, running after the kids even. hmmp! ppfftt! just soo annoyed till now, i would not be annoyed this much if he didn't come home drunk. he did and slept. ugghh!!
this is like one of those days i am pissed off at him and i do not know if i am pissed off at myself either. but this time i ignored him and he knows why. i am still annoyed very much. pfft!
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4 responses
@asuankhor (37)
• Taiwan
7 May 12
Cool down my friend!There are many things that not liking in our life,encountered this kind of things,we can only communicate with each other to resolve the matter.All the things will be past,hope you don't care about the annoying things.
@jaiho2009 (39140)
• Philippines
7 May 12
Ok..here's a hug for you 
Feel fine :p
I know how tiring you feel.
I also have 3 kids and when they are smaller, I took care of them myself.
I only had nanny each time I gave birth and only lasts for months until I can manage with myself alone due to birth operation.
I only worked when my kids are little bigger.
My youngest is 4 years old when I started to work and at the same time I do the housework.
I know it's really tiring but fulfilling.
I hope you can find a new nanny then and enjoy the rest of the day while waiting for a new nanny 
Feel fine :p
I know how tiring you feel.
I also have 3 kids and when they are smaller, I took care of them myself.
I only had nanny each time I gave birth and only lasts for months until I can manage with myself alone due to birth operation.
I only worked when my kids are little bigger.
My youngest is 4 years old when I started to work and at the same time I do the housework.
I know it's really tiring but fulfilling.
I hope you can find a new nanny then and enjoy the rest of the day while waiting for a new nanny
@gaiza12 (4884)
• Philippines
7 May 12
I don't have a husband yet nor do I have kids, but I can feel your emotions now as my mom also experienced that a lot of times with my dad. Not only is my dad drunk when he gets home, he even sometimes get violent and throws things and has a loud voice causing me and my siblings to just cry and afraid to come to him and help him change. But, that was the past, my dad has completely changed now. Anyway, don't get that one day make your whole week a mess. Just try to talk to your husband so he too can be more sensible next time and won't do that again, at least won't do that until you can find a permanent nanny.
@SIMPLYD (90721)
• Philippines
7 May 12
I can commiserate with you on this Jazel. Imagine, leaving after lunch only to come home after 9pm and drunk. Who wouldn't be pissed?
So, didn't he texted about it?
