unable to let go of stuff...can you?
By ap0calyptic
@ap0calyptic (921)
Slovenia
June 24, 2012 6:58pm CST
have you ever heard about people or maybe you feel like that yourself. People that are like unable to let go, like when there's a party, music etc. u wanna dance, u wanna disconnect and just enjoy it and sing along to a song, but u cant, like something is blocking you and its not shyness, just this feeling like you want to but you just cant or feel like you shouldnt? I get this feeling all the time and its sooo annoying, im fun and all, joking around and everything, but I cant let go like thhat when all my friends can goof around and stuff i just cant. And I'm not really very shy unless i like really get into deep conversation about something. so anyone experiencing same, how do you cope with it?
i once read its something to do with chakras, but i dont know, i dont know much about this stuff, but i remember one psychic once writing me in a letter i'll always have that chakra blocked unless I do something about it, and this was few years ago, but I always wonder now what's true to that since she wrote same about not being to let go...i dont know, im not exactly superstitioous, but what you think about it?
1 response
@PhillyDreamer (3039)
• United States
25 Jun 12
The feelings you describe are the reason why so many people drink at a party. I dont really like chemical stimulants, but I understand how you feel. I don't like letting loose myself, because it involves a loss of control and awareness that I find comforting. I choose to avoid parties and events in favor of one on one sessions with friends.
@ap0calyptic (921)
• Slovenia
25 Jun 12
exactly, that. u totally described it in one paragraph, i dont party, drink or smoke, just can't and yes its that feeling of letting loose, losing control of awareness that we really value, at least I do. But i dont know the cause why we cant do it just like the rest of people, like what makes us different from them u know? its not like i want to be a party animal, just trying to explain myself the cause of it to not sometimes feel strange like u don't belong, like ur not normal while all others do it.
@ap0calyptic (921)
• Slovenia
25 Jun 12
and you know I always felt like that, like since i was 15 and I'm 22 now and still same and sometimes I wonder back and think I kinda let life pass me by trying to solve my not unable letting go issue and i failed miserably at it. and i don't wanna think about it, but sometimes it just crosses my mind, you know.
@PhillyDreamer (3039)
• United States
25 Jun 12
Part of the problem is you are a thinker. You probably like to think of every possible outcome before you take an action. Maybe the party scene isn't your thing, maybe you need to a more cerebral type of past time like chess. If you have something to occupy your brain its probably a lot easier for you to let loose.
