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Wowtalk @Wowtalk (592) • Jamaica 5 Aug 16

Me and my family went for a trip to see their Great Grandmother who turned 95 July, who have never had any serious illness. She told me that she had a bad fever, which was going around once and had to spend a week in the hospital....

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PhillyDreamer Death is an inevitable part of life, and we have to learn to accept it. While it would be cool to see how much the world changes by the time I turn 95, I am mentally preparing myself to die much sooner, and making th most of every tomorrow I get.

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 28 Jul 16

I was recently thinking about an ex girlfriend who broke my heart. I was feeling angry and resentful that I loved her so much and she tossed it away like it meant nothing to her. I was so engrossed into my thoughts that I almost...

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PhillyDreamer @Katlynn I think you might be right. I no longer think about the happy memories I had with her. I just think about how easy it was for her to just walk away. I felt like I was at my best with her and it wasn't enough.

28 Jul 16

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 28 Jul 16

I was recently thinking about an ex girlfriend who broke my heart. I was feeling angry and resentful that I loved her so much and she tossed it away like it meant nothing to her. I was so engrossed into my thoughts that I almost...

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PhillyDreamer If only we were equipped with delete file buttons. Purge all the things we want to forget and find new things to file away.

28 Jul 16

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 28 Jul 16

I was recently thinking about an ex girlfriend who broke my heart. I was feeling angry and resentful that I loved her so much and she tossed it away like it meant nothing to her. I was so engrossed into my thoughts that I almost...

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PhillyDreamer @Katlynn I really don't know what kind of closure I need. I think the problem was this particular ex was a long distance relationship, so I never got to explore the full potential. It was like she gave up when I wanted to keep pushing on. Or maybe I was...

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 28 Jul 16

I was recently thinking about an ex girlfriend who broke my heart. I was feeling angry and resentful that I loved her so much and she tossed it away like it meant nothing to her. I was so engrossed into my thoughts that I almost...

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PhillyDreamer I guess I am one of those people who doesn't like change. Although I have a great appreciation for variety, I like to know that the things or people I love will always be the same. Maybe if the person who broke my heart stopped looking like the person I was...

28 Jul 16

PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 28 Jul 16

I was recently thinking about an ex girlfriend who broke my heart. I was feeling angry and resentful that I loved her so much and she tossed it away like it meant nothing to her. I was so engrossed into my thoughts that I almost...

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PhillyDreamer That's the sad thing. I have someone, you would think I could just push the past behind me, but when I'm alone with my thoughts I always go back to someone who left instead of stayed.

28 Jul 16

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 28 Jul 16

I was recently thinking about an ex girlfriend who broke my heart. I was feeling angry and resentful that I loved her so much and she tossed it away like it meant nothing to her. I was so engrossed into my thoughts that I almost...

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 16 Jul 16

I live in a world where people amass great fortunes they will never be able to spend in a thousand life times. I also live in a world where a person's lifetime is cut short due to a life of poverty. The sad part is I don't live...

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PhillyDreamer How can we have peace when we can't even get passed differences in culture?

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 16 Jul 16

I live in a world where people amass great fortunes they will never be able to spend in a thousand life times. I also live in a world where a person's lifetime is cut short due to a life of poverty. The sad part is I don't live...

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PhillyDreamer I believe those qualities of humanity are what will save us, but only after the worst qualities bring us to the brink of destruction.

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 16 Jul 16

I live in a world where people amass great fortunes they will never be able to spend in a thousand life times. I also live in a world where a person's lifetime is cut short due to a life of poverty. The sad part is I don't live...

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PhillyDreamer I almost began this post as a tirade against the rich, but I know there are wealthy people who donate plenty. I don't know if charity is the answer, at least not the kind that directly helps the people who need it the most. What if businesses charged a...

17 Jul 16

PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 16 Jul 16

I live in a world where people amass great fortunes they will never be able to spend in a thousand life times. I also live in a world where a person's lifetime is cut short due to a life of poverty. The sad part is I don't live...

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 14 Jul 16

I've been playing Fallout 4 for a long time now, and I still haven't found all the hidden things the game has to offer. If you play this game, what have you discovered

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PhillyDreamer I've looked up some things on Youtube, but the game is so deep. Recently I learned there were rare pieces of power armor in the ocean. I haven't found any of these pieces, but I have tons of ocean to explore.

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 14 Jul 16

I've been playing Fallout 4 for a long time now, and I still haven't found all the hidden things the game has to offer. If you play this game, what have you discovered

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PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 25 Mar 13

I don't know if it's scientifically possible, but I feel I have been traumatized by my old job. I worked in the Rent To Own business for over 10 years and I had my fair share of stress there, but I wouldn't say I had any single...

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PhillyDreamer That would very much traumatize me. I have trouble dealing with death without that sort of reminder.

26 Mar 13

PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 25 Mar 13

I don't know if it's scientifically possible, but I feel I have been traumatized by my old job. I worked in the Rent To Own business for over 10 years and I had my fair share of stress there, but I wouldn't say I had any single...

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PhillyDreamer I've been like this for several years. I've tried counseling, medication, and taking time off. I don't think I was meant to work for someone else. I believe I was meant to be my own boss.

25 Mar 13

PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 25 Mar 13

I don't know if it's scientifically possible, but I feel I have been traumatized by my old job. I worked in the Rent To Own business for over 10 years and I had my fair share of stress there, but I wouldn't say I had any single...

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PhillyDreamer The way you are feeling is a sign that you need to find something else. The wrong job will make you age 50 years, and believe me when I say it is effecting your work performance.

25 Mar 13

PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 25 Mar 13

I don't know if it's scientifically possible, but I feel I have been traumatized by my old job. I worked in the Rent To Own business for over 10 years and I had my fair share of stress there, but I wouldn't say I had any single...

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PhillyDreamer I'm very competent in my abilities, for me the dread comes from feeling like everything will fall upon my soldiers. I'm the type of person who likes to be the go to guy, but if people put to much pressure I tend to close up.

25 Mar 13

PhillyDreamer @PhillyDreamer (3039) • United States 25 Mar 13

I don't know if it's scientifically possible, but I feel I have been traumatized by my old job. I worked in the Rent To Own business for over 10 years and I had my fair share of stress there, but I wouldn't say I had any single...

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PhillyDreamer Yes, things are especially har when you have been designated as the person to blame. I had a few bosses who tried to blame their failings on me, and I swear I will never work for someone like that again.

25 Mar 13

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