I finally met myself

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Have you ever experience being so happy with all that's going all around you and suddenly it's gone because of one simple question? Yes, a simple and short question enough to devastate my principles and ideals regarding love and my personal life. One afternoon, my boyfriend and I were in the library studying for the upcoming exam. The atmosphere back then was so solemn yet positive energy was flowing through us, until he ask me a certain question that changed it all, "what if we break up, what will you do?". As for me, I was shocked because he asked all of a sudden. Even though I answered him that day, I was left puzzled over the matter. I don't know what to think. It made me become suspicious, anxious and very insecure to the extent that I almost lost my ideals of what really love is and my stand regarding that. I became helpless deep inside. However, because of this event, I realized that I do have little self-worth and this event helped me replenish it. It helped me become stronger than before. Lastly, it helped me realized how important it is to focus on yourself first before anybody else; with this, i finally met myself.