I find it so hard to carry on something,

Don't give up just yet Pale_moon. You know, as they say, everything happens for a reason. You build that site and one day, it'd be useful. It's always hard in the start but once you get the hang of it, it's just easy as 1 2 3, my friend! I've been there and done that. If you give up, nothing will happen. Just study about building website and practice more. You won't know where it will take you unless you try! :) I believe in you.. you'll succeed! Just be patient and work hard and also believe in yourself that you can do it because you only have yourself in this.

You have only one problem and that is your view on reality in every way. You really think other people are born with the knowledge of how to make a great site? How about investing it all first? A site will only work if you have something complete new. The world wide web is already full with nonsense sites nobody will ever visit or is interested in. If you have great tags, if you take the time to work on it daily and if search engines are able to find it as well it might be possible your site will work in time. This beside of the fact there are plenty of people who work on it for years! BTW your English is surely not poor. Look and hear and read around you how others speak English. Might be you just want others to tell how great you are or you are never satisfied. So my advice is to develop your self esteem and knowledge first before you start something.

just keep on trying and you will discover through trial and error method. my first try was also a total failure for i know nothing about internet technology. i still am not good in technicalities until now but slowly i'm discovering ways to make it a little presentable. what's important is you have your own place to express your ideas freely.

Hi! i hope ypu can make use of several social networking sites to help makr tragfic to the site you made. you need to be interactive with these socisl networkong sites so that people would know what to look forward to on the site you made.

Don't loss hope my friend. Take it easy! Do it one step at a time.

It's good to know about it that you are improving your English. Maybe you want to share the site with us so we can visit it? What was the site all about? Your hardships will be worth it soon. I think you still have to wait and see and try to improve more on your website so it will be catchy in people's eye. :)

All things are difficult before they are easy. What you can do now is persisting ,persisting and still persisting. Don't give up and believe that you will get harvest someday.

Your hardship will be paid off dont lose hope. Actually you're doing good with your English, that's a good start. Even if no one visits your site it's ok at least you now know how to build one. One thing you have to do for everyone to appreciate your website is to share it to all, share in on facebook or other social site so others especially your friends will be aware that you made it and that is the fruit of your hardship. Keep it up. And My lot will help you a lot in improving your second language which is English. Good luck!

Hi Pale, I think your English is good. PLs keep going on with the things you want to do and don't give up. I have the same kind of feeling like yours. I like to be a freelancer , but I find it it not so easy to work as a freelancer and there are so much unexpected situation that I have to face. But I still don't want to give up my dream till now. I keep on trying effort to realize my dream-- to be free !