Maybe the solution or not?

Well first and foremost if you do not improve what you do over time your boss will not be happy and will fire you. I mean that's what happens you get the job you have no experience they teach you and you get better. Its not the boss's fault that you are not getting better at the job. Why should your boss continue to pay you for a level of work and not get that level of work? Would you if you were a business owner keep people that were costing you money working for you with no benefit in return? NO WAY. So for you to think that your boss needs to hold your hand is just crazy no one does that in the world anymore. The fact of the matter is that most people have problems and most people do not hold other accountable for their mistakes. You were not able to do that job then find another one and keep trying till you find one that your good at and like to do. The depression thing is another problem. How can you feel good about your job when your depressed. You should tell your doctor that your antidepressants are not working the way that they should be. Staying in bed all day is not normal and it should not be happening. I mean when you depression is so bad that you dont even want to get out of bed then perhaps you might want to look into different treatment options. Before I worried about making money I would try to fix my depression as its quite obvious that its really effecting you more than you realize. Good luck in what you do.

Try working on jobs that you feel most comfortable with and not on something that makes you feel like quitting everyday. About the qualifications for a job, it all depends. Upon hiring you, were you aware that there's need for a good memory and that you were able to tell me that this is something you are good at? But in your case since odds are against you, stick to a job that is flexible enough with the time and workload.

Read Robert T. Kiyosaki's Rich Dad Poor Dad book or e-book. That might give you some idea on how to solve this problem of yours. You wanted some time off work, but you also have some problems in work because you stress quite a lot. You can't afford not going to work because you need some financial support.

Of course you are not bothering mylotters. This is a forum site wherein you can share all your daily activities and worries to everyone. We all learn from different experiences and every shares from other mylotters. Just feel free to share what you want to share and that will also help you to have some peace.

Thanks for posting this discussion. Well i can understand your situation very well as u have earlier posted that u have this problem of forgetting things very fast. As again, i will suggest u not to loose your heart and keep working hard and try to keep things simple, do not make things complicated that would otherwise confuse u. U should forget what is happening around and concentrate on your work. Once u feel that u have gained enough experience then u can switch over to another job that suits your credibility. What say?

Jobs in real is for life in real. On line job is not any job. We cant earn requisite living from online job. Its just extra money. As you are taking meds of depression you can get a long leave for being quitlely recovered. But before all leave all dirty thinkings like anxieties, tensions etc. There is no absolute value of these thinkings. World is transient. So no use getting attached to this transient world or to its elements, be these abstract or concrete. These thinkings are just dirts of our time and space,we are in for time being. Let them not suffer us. I think you should always be possesed with your real job lest those dirts will start inflict pain on you. Cheers and cheers!!

you might need a higher dose of meds,a different med, or a med on top of the med you already take. try also to get a good nights sleep in order to handle the day better. mylot really doesn't pay alot so you might want to experiment with other sites that pay better for your time. if you use mylot then starting discussions pays more then responding to discussion i have found out. the stuff you go through will take some experimentation as well as some time.

Think many time and plan. Choose a solution that best for you. Never sacrifice a thing it's because against your will. Manage your time properly, I think you are lack on it. Your situation for is not a serious problem. It is a matter of choice.

wongchoiyee instead of bouncing around job to job go to your employment bureau and get tested fpr what work you are best suited fpr. fpr any offline job you will have to learn some things that are necessary rto do your job. but if you are hired to do something y ou really love doing you will be amazed at how well you remember anything they may teach you in having to do with your work.now days employers want someone who can learn and concentrate look even on m lot you have things here you must learn.nobody now days wants to have to spend months trying to get a person to remember simple things.you must relax and not get all 'emotional. any thing you do does require you to remember a few things. even online.If you are young you should be able to remember anything if you cannot you need mental help. and for heavens sakes what pressures at home.relax and be happy if you have a job you love to do.You need someway to remember things.usually its elderly people who have m emory problems.

I honestly believe that the most important thing for your to do is to find a job that you love. If you are able to find a field to work in that you really enjoy, I don't think that you will be apt to feel a lot of additional stress because of the fact that your are working outside the house. In addition to that, if you are to start another job, you do need to make sure that there will be adequate training provided with the job as it seems that the jobs that you've gotten frustrated with in the past have not provided adequate training.