I cannot do mylot when I emotionally down

But there are some friends that when is hurt they can be a good writer. They became creative with writings when they were hurts. They simply seems got inspired in writing when emotionally down. Yup, things really happens when you least expect it and it blows you hard. There were loads of times in my life where all I wanna do it stare at the sky and wish tomorrow will not come. But of course I do believe as well that every mornings brings new hope. :)

Seldom people do like that. Once you are down, you mind also down

I am that person that when my emotion is down and so my mind. The two get along well together. hahaha. I'm just thankful that even though I don't feel like writing today, I still manage here to do so. I'm quite proud of myself. I actually has a goal payout here in mylot. So, I'm working to get that goal. The month is not yet over and i know I'm not even close to one fourth of the required payout but I still have two months till my goal month arrives. I actually hope I still would keep on writing here even when things are not okay with me. I pray I will create more interesting topics. Happy mylotting to you. :)

It's more than that now... hahahaha. Still several days before I finally got the strength to respond on your comments. I was busy the past days and every time I come home I have no strength to do mylot anymore. I can't even read comments because it won't sink in. Now.. it's just my body that is tired but my mind is not, so even I don't feel writing here but my brain is not tired working I forced myself posting new comments here hoping that my earnings go up. hahaha. My earnings is the one that motivates me to keep on working here. hahaha. plus, I felt bad too not responding back to those to give time to read and leave a comment on my discussion. Thank you so much and happy mylotting:)) Hurrah to us! :))

It's the same thing with my friend. Whenever she doesn't feel good or is feeling not good towards someone, she would write it on her blog. The problem is... her blog is open to public viewing co's it's a paid blog, so everyone knew what about her problem. Then it became everybody's problem. hahaha. I get involve sometimes too with her problems co's whenever I read such things on her blog I would of course asked her and get involved myself. hahaha. It's crazy but.. it's totally true as well that when your friend is in trouble you are in trouble yourself too. I rarely post things on my blog when I'm down but I do it when I'm mad at something or someone. I just cannot comments on posts too co's there is just nothing in mind.

Hi, thanks for commenting. Yeah.. it is really hard to comments when you are emotionally down or just simply tired. Just like today I don't feel like doing anything here but since my earnings is not going up it forces me in a way to work here. How I really wish that I can do twenty comments a day. Co's by that I know I'll be able to get a higher earnings. These past two days was quite a hectic day for me. I've been away from house, like leaving early in the morning and coming home almost midnight. So my tow days busyness is having it's toll on me. I'm just glad though co's my brain is not that tired only my body. So here I am still can write in here. :)) Yup, it's really good that we have this site co'z here we could just simply write down what's our thoughts and let the world read it and comment to it. For me right now... is probably the coffee that keeps me going. :)) Happy mylotting to you.

hahahaha. Of course doing house works is really tiring, much more if you have a one year old with you whose energy is beyond compare. Laying in bed is one way for me to release tiredness as well. But as I lay down, not wanting to move I could hear my baby's voice yelling at her aunts and uncles for something. Definitely, when we think our bills and due dates is really an energy consuming thing. I feel tired thinking of that as well. I don't like to think that sister in law is paying tuition fee again co's it means we need to give her money for that. But what I really want to do with situation like this... is to be with friends who will make laugh because of their silliness, just like the other day when my friend dance the gangnam style, she was just the funniest ever. hahaha happy mylotting!

hahaha. so true. The other day I wasn't feeling right for some reason. All I wanna do is listen to music, watch tv and do other things that doesn't need thinking. I actually log in to mylot so many times that day and I was wanting to write to earn but my mind won't just let me. I actually started wrote a few lines to respond a comment but as I read it again it doesn't make any sense. i just cannot construct a sensible sentence. So I deleted it again and stop writing. It took me two days to start responding with mylot discussion again.

It same with me. I can't read co's what I reading it not sinking in. I once want to read some verse in my Bible, but I cannot continue reading, I stopped at first line co's I just don't like it. I can't write as well. How could I do that anyway when my mind has nothing to offer. Nothing in there... it seems all doors that lead to knowledge is all closed. hahaha. Can't talk either. I would yell at hubby when he asked me about things. I just cannot respond with all his asking and I can't even listen to him talking. I want my world to be quite until I reach to that point of breaking down. Then... the moment i cried... it means I'm released to whatever not good emotion I'm holding on. :) Happy mylotting to you as well.