inspiration?? // distraction ??

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I'm already at my first year in college and of course one of the motivations of a student like me to go to school everyday is his/her family and his/her dreams of course.. but i wouldn't deny that for now, i would like to go to school to see my crushes.. yes!! CRUSHES !! I don't know but it seems like when i see them, i feel so happy like they made my day complete! but sometimes because i'm always thinking of them, i could not anymore focus on my studies. like when i need to study and go to the library, but i would like to see them at the same time, i would just choose to stay at the lobby, hoping that i would be lucky on that day to see them.. So guys help me!.. what should i do?.. For me, my crushes are my inspiration as well as distraction. they are one of my motivations why i want to spent more time on school. on the other side, i think they are one the distractions why at this point, i was going to fail my other subjects.. I THINK??.. i would really appreciate if you guys would help me :)