Fading Away

@p1kef1sh (45681)
November 21, 2012 10:17am CST
I have had a very good fortune to make a number of good friends through this site. According to my profile page I have been here five years and many of the people that I met when I first came here, even though they are no longer here themselves, I communicate with quite regularly. However, there were two people here with whom I spoke on the telephone or via Skype almost every day. First one of them was unwell, and then it was my turn to be poorly. Since my recovery I have barely spoken to either of my friends despite repeatedly trying to make contact. I'm starting to wonder whether our friendship has in fact run its natural course. I hope not because I hold a great deal of love and affection for both people concerned. It is a fact of life though, that people come in and out of our lives. I wonder whether it is worth pursuing them or not. I have of course sent emails etc but I have heard nothing back.
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@dragon54u (31634)
• United States
21 Nov 12
It can't hurt to send an email once a week or so for awhile. Have you searched their names on news sites or in their local newspapers online? Sometimes friends just fade away and it is sad when one side is not done with the relationship. I hope that's not the case with your friends. I also hope they are doing well.
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@p1kef1sh (45681)
21 Nov 12
One has been particularly unwell and has been in and out of hospital. I have had concerns that she may have gone to meet her maker As she seems to be becoming more and more on well. The other one I really do not know. I have sent emails and will continue to do so. But she doesn't even pick up the phone and considering that I am I'm the UK and she is in Missouri that is not a cost that I can make too often.
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@dawnald (85146)
• Shingle Springs, California
21 Nov 12
One or two more tries can't hurt. On the other hand, they know how to get hold of you. Perhaps when life gets a bit less crazy they will get back in touch.
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@p1kef1sh (45681)
21 Nov 12
I will continue to try them from time to time but I'm now reaching the point where I'm starting to feel that perhaps I'm intruding.
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@dawnald (85146)
• Shingle Springs, California
21 Nov 12
I know the feeling. And it's kind of draining trying to keep up a one sided friendship...
• United States
21 Nov 12
You sparked me to go and check how long I've been here...I've been here six years! I think friendships are similar to the ocean. I have spells where I haven't heard from someone, then they come swinging by. A couple of our 'gang' a few years back are still here, some active, some not. Some have even changed their identity here. I have two that I've grown close to over the years, enough to have even shared my real identity by exchanging on Facebook. I went through a very down time in my life-I had a relapse with my MS in 08 (and lost my internet a number of times), along with a host of medical issues. In 09, I lost my father and moved. In 10, I moved twice, and started moving away from myLot (though never long enough to forfeit earnings) more. I've moved AGAIN this year, quit multiple jobs (turned out to not be what I thought they'd be), but have yet to turn away from myLot for any real length of time. I sometimes go incognito if things aren't going well-let's just say that the majority of my face-to-face friends have turned out to be less than stellar listeners. And being a Scorpio, I often take it to heart. But some diehards keep at it because they understand it's only temporary. I think your friends aren't sure that you're ok again. It could be that they've both suffered a terrible time. I'd keep up those little notes to them-it might be the bright spot in their day, but they might not yet be strong enough to write back.
• United States
22 Nov 12
That's wonderful that you're still in contact with them! Are any of them familiar with the two that you're missing? I hope that everything is ok, and that perhaps something else has come up in their lives.
• United States
22 Nov 12
Maybe I've heard something-who is it that you're looking for?
@p1kef1sh (45681)
22 Nov 12
No. Nobody knows what has happened to them.
@BarBaraPrz (47125)
• St. Catharines, Ontario
21 Nov 12
What's that stupid email that is constantly being forwarded about people coming into your life for a reason, a season, or whatever the other thing is? Perhaps the season is over.
@p1kef1sh (45681)
22 Nov 12
Perhaps. Although I thought that it is the season to be merry!
@BarBaraPrz (47125)
• St. Catharines, Ontario
22 Nov 12
Set up the wassail then!
@RawBill1 (8531)
• Gold Coast, Australia
22 Nov 12
I kind of know the feeling. I have been in similar situations a few times in 'real life' where you feel like you are pushing the friendship by keeping in contact. You find out who your real friends are when you seem to be the only one making contact. That is how I feel on the matter anyway. This was very clear to me when I moved away from the area that I grew up in. While I could chat on the phone and have great conversations with some friends when I rang them after we moved, there were only one or two that would regularly ring me as well. All others ended up being one sided with me calling, so I just gave up in the end. Some of those I am still in contact with these days every six months or year or so just to keep up to speed with what is going on, but the regular contact is long gone. We have moved on, which is what happens. Like you say, friends come and go.
@p1kef1sh (45681)
22 Nov 12
I don't think that there has to be an exact balance in maintaining contact. But if one party is doing all the running then maybe it does signify the degree of interest by the other. Perhaps it is not a bad thing to let old friendships go. But it is a little sad.
@RawBill1 (8531)
• Gold Coast, Australia
22 Nov 12
No, an exact balance is not needed, but it feels good when those people contact us once in a while instead of us making all the effort doesn't it. Maybe these friendships are not going forever, but just evolving to be less often with regards to contact.
@Dominique25 (9464)
• United States
21 Nov 12
I think that you should continue trying to contact them. After all I think friendships can last a lifetime. Just keep trying. We all tend to get overwhelmed with our life perhaps there is a lot going on in there's right now.
@p1kef1sh (45681)
21 Nov 12
That is very true and I was out of circulation for awhile myself as I underwent major surgery and was extremely ill. I just find it slightly odd that from having a very intense friendship now there seems to be none.
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• United States
22 Nov 12
I hope that you are doing better from your surgery. Keep trying to contact them. Hopefully they will respond and you all can continue your friendship. It can feel disheartening when we look forward to talking to someone and they don't respond as often as we would like.
@pumpkinjam (8754)
• United Kingdom
22 Nov 12
That is a difficult question. I only have that experience with one person. I tried really hard to keep in touch/get back in touch with him with no success. I eventually concluded that he was not interested in keeping in touch although I did wonder whether it was worth pursuing. Does it make us a better friend if we keep trying? Maybe they need such a good friend? Or maybe they really are just fed up with us. It is difficult to know. Maybe you could make one more attempt with them and see what happens.
@p1kef1sh (45681)
22 Nov 12
I do not know if keeping in touch makes us a better friend or not. But I agree with you that it is worth another go.
@RitterSport (2451)
• Lippstadt, Germany
21 Nov 12
hi dear P1ke, sorry to hear that your contact to your friends has been infrequent. You are right, sometimes the friendships we make just fade away with time passing but I hope this is not the case with your friends. You say you even sent them mails and they havent answered yet. Maybe they are busy this time of the year (I also spent the two weeks off with not only clearing out online a bit but starting to wrap presents now I should start writing the mail.....)
@p1kef1sh (45681)
21 Nov 12
Who knows why these things happen. It's just sad when you do. Now you've got me thinking about Christmas!
@subhojit10 (7375)
• India
21 Nov 12
Thanks a ton for sharing this discussion. Well i can understand your situation and i know the fact that this is life and many people will come and go and we have to keep them intact so that with passage of time we do not leave their touch and contact. Now since u are back u have to make all efforts to know about them and their whereabouts and rekindle the old relationship that u had with them and so that u can renew the bond and relationship with them. Go ahead! What say?
@p1kef1sh (45681)
21 Nov 12
I shall continue trying. Thank you.
• Greece
22 Nov 12
I had a friend I felt very close to but she moved away and began to enjoy a much happier life and environment. Then I moved and we depended on telephone calls and letters. After a while her letters stopped. I rang her and she always sounded pleased to hear from me but it was very one sided so I decided to stop. I waited at least 6 months without hearing from her, and then it was her birthday and I sent a greeting. Happily she responded and all is well once more. If either of your friends has a birthday coming up this might be the special touch that they need to contact you again.
• India
21 Nov 12
Hi friend, good to hear that you had phone and skype contact with mylot friends. Day by day a lot of persons joining here and some of them are leaving from this site, it is really hard to see an active person for a long time here, don't worry about the missing friends and find new friends to compensate the loss
@p1kef1sh (45681)
21 Nov 12
Ordinarily I would agree with you. But these are people that I have spoken to almost every day for nearly 5 years.
@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
22 Nov 12
maybe they have faded. why take the closed doors when you have a lot of openned doors just infront of you. Let them go, they are not responding because they are busy or dont like to be in contact anymore. So take it easy. You may also ask people you know in common about them. if there is no one. it is not work pursuing. you still have lots of friends aside from them for sure.
@p1kef1sh (45681)
22 Nov 12
I do have lots of friends. I am extremely fortunate in that respect. But I have been very close to these two people and it seems a shame just to have them fade out of my life.
• Portugal
21 Nov 12
Sometimes just happens... friends lose their interest or maybe they become too busy with something else. It is hard to mantain friendships with people who were your class mates, your neighbours, or even your best friends sice childhood. I don't say it is necesarly your case, but you have to be prepared if you'll see they give no sign of life.
@p1kef1sh (45681)
21 Nov 12
That is very true. People do move out of our lives and if that is the case with this friendship then I shall have to be happy for the time that we did have to get up. Thank you.