Depression + Loneliness = Unwanted Spirits
By Mavic123456
@Mavic123456 (21893)
Thailand
November 24, 2012 8:47pm CST
I was depressed once in my lifetime because of sudden untowards incident. However, I tried to move on and kept myself living. One time, going home from work I passed by at the back of an old chapel. This place was so serene, with "forest-like" view, a well, a bridge and a creek. That night, I couldn't sleep well, of course I was so depressed. I noticed that after that day i couldn't sleep well anymore, and when I was about to sleep in the state of half sleep and half awake, my feet would just jerked or move unvoluntarily, like as if I fell from the bed. or my hands. One time, I had a nightmare, I felt like someone was holding my feet and arms. I always pray specially if i feel that there is something around me that I can not see.
Again, I woke up, couldn't go back to sleep. I ask God, I want to sleep, please Lord make them run away from me.
Then the next day I saw arms in black and blue, in finger forms. I called my sister and she asked someone who heal this kind of whatever to do something about it. She gave my full name, and according to this healer, she saw some unwanted spirit with me. She saw, a black dwarf, and white lady with me. I live alone I was so scared then. They kept on praying for me with this healer and finally it was gone. I can go back to sleep normally again. I did not pass to that area anymore after that. But there is something in that passage that calls me. and I will just find myself walking back to the woods seeing and enjoying the forest-like environment, well, creek and bridge. (This is at the middle of the city). After that same things will happend, I couldn't sleep again and my feet jerked as if I fall or slipped or stumbled and so on.. like a cycle. This time the healer so a different one, it's a man. That's one the scariest because it took her one month to get this out of me. Everytime I go home the one who can see from beyond is afraid of me. She is not telling me what she is seeing but I gave her goosebumps.
I have read about it http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Undesirable.html and i knew that my depression and loneliness attract these entities.
Depression will really drive us crazy don't you think? Depression will really kill us. Depression will make us physically sick.
Now I am not depressed anymore. I have learned how to deal with it.
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11 responses
@rsa101 (38166)
• Philippines
25 Nov 12
There are people who are really attractive to these entities I believe. I have a cousin who is not depressed but a very lively and active boy and when we go to places like river or places that are isolated he always comes home sick and they always have him consulted to an "albularyo" or our local faith healers, because he is always bringing with him unwanted spirits that virtually possesses him.
But my sister and I who accompanies them to these places are not affected at all. I think your story was quite a story since this one place really is not a place for you to stay since I believe there are really spirits that get you attracted with them. I just hope that you are okay now.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
I am okay i live now in a different place, but seems like I am so attractive to this entities arrrrgh because just recently I felt again that I have something with me. I asked my sister to talk to the healer and so we have prayer power again. Thanks
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@rsa101 (38166)
• Philippines
25 Nov 12
Some people take this as a gift to feel the entities and use it to their advantage. Most take this as a curse becuse it will bother them for the rest of their lives since they are sensitive to their presence.
I think it is up to you whether you want it closed or you want to take advantage of this to learn more about them and their existence. Sometimes this one is a risky move but if you can really handle them well you can avoid them before they do harm to you. When you embrace this rare opportunity you can sometimes make it to your advantage.
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@Raine38 (12389)
• United States
25 Nov 12
I agree with rsa101. I also know some friends who, even though they have really joyful and sunny dispositions, always encounter the same entities. I believe they are just attracted to them for some reasons. I cannot say that their faith with our Lord is failing, or I'm just not sure, but I think it's more than that.
I also believe that it is something that nobody should go through, but there is always a reason for everything that happens to us. I have never experienced this thank God and I will never want this.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60794)
• Perth, Australia
3 Sep 18
@Mavic123456 I am so sorry you went through that! That sounds awful! I would like to share my opinions with you on this.
Though I agree that a really bad case of depression or other mental illnesses can cause people to hallucinate / go through things that they believe are real. I also believe that there is a world that we can not see.
I have depression and I have had it since a very young age along with some other issues. I went through a horrible time where something was around me. And it was hurting me in dreams and in my awake life. I didn't talk much about it to those around me because people would call me crazy, say I was imagining it or say that I spend too much time alone meaning I am making it all up. But I wasn't making it all up at all.
Some people do make things up for attention, while others, I believe do suffer with paranormal things happening around them.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
3 Sep 18
so now, you are okay? Yes, it is really like crazy time for me. All my defenses are down. I was just dragging myself to breathe.
but life goes on. and goes on and goes on... I am so grateful with my sisters they are my prayer warriors.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
4 Sep 18
@VivaLaDani13 I asked prayers from my sisters. That time I felt that I really have to prayed over. Yes now I am OK. and also I am not living in the same place anymore.
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@VivaLaDani13 (60794)
• Perth, Australia
4 Sep 18
@Mavic123456 I still suffer depression but all that other paranormal stuff has gone away thank goodness. A few weird feelings here and there but nothing major.
I am getting good support with my depression and other issues that involves my depression.
Very glad it all stopped for you.
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@kingparker (9673)
• United States
25 Nov 12
Basically, what you are telling here that you were depressed, because you were followed by some sort of spirit, or ghost. And that is scary. The "healer" you called, is some kind of exorcist, is it not? I don't know if that is a truth or not, but I hope that you are getting well, and do not troubled by those spirit anymore. Learn to deal with your depression and loneliness. Maybe some pressure from your day to day life can be one factor too. I hope you getting well.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
26 Nov 12
NO i was depressed first when I became vulnerable with these spirits. (as what I believed so) I don't know if it is called exorcist or some kind of a faith healer. I am okay now, I have conquered my depression and put them in a trash can. True it was stressful for me too. Don't you have these feelings king? How do you deal with your depression (if there is)
@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
Yes, I have learned this and it was all in the past and history. I have learned to accept things too and accept that I can not change anything in my powers.
@roshigo58 (4859)
• Pune, India
26 Dec 12
Whenever you are depressed try to concentrate on good things happened in your life instead of leaving everything and sitting idle lonely thinking unwanted topics. Or best way is to do meditation. Thus you can have a habit of remembering God as well as a sort of relaxed feel. Mind well you yourself only has to come out of this worst situation. At least once in everybody's life this moment comes. Thus we all are well versed to it.Don't get upset and just try to find out the easy remedy for it. For that you can ask for the help of your nearest one.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
26 Dec 12
Yes depression is inevitable at least one has suffered this once in a lifetime. I was able to accept things I can not change. I have no control to any situation so I just glad that I had finished it. Thanks for this and I now I know how to deal with matters hard to deal with.
@christylynn41 (200)
• United States
4 Dec 12
I am glad you over came this. The answer is yes to all of these question depression is a horrible evil monster that can literally drain the life out of us if we choose to let it. At one point in my life I was there too. After living in an abusive parent when I was growing up I always felt like I was worthless and not important to anyone and that no one would want me or want to be around me. In fact it's not till just these past 12 years that I've been married to my husband that I started to over come this and he has been a great source of support and help in me overcoming and battling depression and finally being happy that and finally realizing that I had no choice but to walk away from my mother. I love her and I forgive her for everything she's done to me and put me through but until she realizes she needs help I can't handle being around. Depressions does attract these entities for depression is an evil spirit.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
4 Dec 12
I am sorry to hear about your depression. and yes I think it does... he is just so evil 
that he attacks people in their vulnerability. Depression however is just in the mind and attitude. It is a normal feeling though, but overcoming it.. whoaaa. that's a lot of effort. One needs to be really strong and determined. I have gained support from my sisters too. I lived alone during those time, and I obligated to go home every weekend. One time, I was so lazy to go home ... so I was not able to go home for 2 weekends (Saturday). The Sunday came on the 3rd weekend, they just popped in my house, brought, lunch, a lot (some will be saved for my food for the next days), coke, cake, and hair color. I was so surprised 
to see them (my sisters' ages are in 50's) with all these stuff. They said they were just visiting me (I bet they meant, they were checking me LOL)
I asked them "why are you here, I could have been out or having a man here". they said we wanted to visit you since you are not going home. LOL, hello, I am already in my 40s as if I am still a teenager. then my sister colored my hair... (brown orange or something) Something bright.. and weird. I did not complain I find it a good gesture anyway.
that he attacks people in their vulnerability. Depression however is just in the mind and attitude. It is a normal feeling though, but overcoming it.. whoaaa. that's a lot of effort. One needs to be really strong and determined. I have gained support from my sisters too. I lived alone during those time, and I obligated to go home every weekend. One time, I was so lazy to go home ... so I was not able to go home for 2 weekends (Saturday). The Sunday came on the 3rd weekend, they just popped in my house, brought, lunch, a lot (some will be saved for my food for the next days), coke, cake, and hair color. I was so surprised to see them (my sisters' ages are in 50's) with all these stuff. They said they were just visiting me (I bet they meant, they were checking me LOL) I asked them "why are you here, I could have been out or having a man here". they said we wanted to visit you since you are not going home. LOL, hello, I am already in my 40s as if I am still a teenager. then my sister colored my hair... (brown orange or something) Something bright.. and weird. I did not complain I find it a good gesture anyway.
@surekharathi (14146)
• India
25 Nov 12
Depression is great problem for mind because some time the person may be mad if going in depression. We should live happy life even we have lots of problems. We should try to solve it. Our behavior should good not like the person afraid from us.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
It is easier to say than done. Been motivating myself and psyching myself, everything happens for a reason. but really so difficult to accept.
@deazil (4730)
• United States
25 Nov 12
Mavic, that site is a Satanic type of site. Are you trying to lead me down the path of blasphemy and destruction?
I have been depressed off and on (mostly on) since I was 8yrs old. For several reasons. In my adult life I took many medications for about 30-35 years. I decided they were not right for me although it did help in some ways. I am depressed now for different reasons and it is entirely different than before. But I have never experienced an evil entity. As I have stated several times in other mylot areas, I am my own worst enemy. I am very interested in psychology. It is a fascinating study to me. I believe in the strength of the mind and believe that I always had a very strong mind. I suffered insomnia for many years but overcame it with self hypnosis. In using this to sleep I got the best sleep I ever had. I do not disbelieve in entities or spirits, however. There are many unexplained things in this world. Who is to say what's real and what is not? Real for me may be something else for you. But I'm glad you are better. It doesn't matter the method as much as that you are better. And stay away from that place!
I have been depressed off and on (mostly on) since I was 8yrs old. For several reasons. In my adult life I took many medications for about 30-35 years. I decided they were not right for me although it did help in some ways. I am depressed now for different reasons and it is entirely different than before. But I have never experienced an evil entity. As I have stated several times in other mylot areas, I am my own worst enemy. I am very interested in psychology. It is a fascinating study to me. I believe in the strength of the mind and believe that I always had a very strong mind. I suffered insomnia for many years but overcame it with self hypnosis. In using this to sleep I got the best sleep I ever had. I do not disbelieve in entities or spirits, however. There are many unexplained things in this world. Who is to say what's real and what is not? Real for me may be something else for you. But I'm glad you are better. It doesn't matter the method as much as that you are better. And stay away from that place!@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
No way, I can not ever do that to you? Yes, you are right there should be different ways of fighting for the depression I am old enough to know this. In fact I fought for it. Who wants to be depress forever? I couldn't say, good for you you have not experienced this entity because being depressed alone is not good. It was really difficult having this feeling, believe me. arrrrrrrrgh. I want to shout "Wonderwoman" and knock these all down. Like you I believe in the power of mind, but sometimes really I can't explained why these things happened to me. Maybe my mind just made them up or maybe those were my alter ego. And that path, my goodness, for earth's sake, I don't why and what was dragging me to take to that place. I would just realized that I enjoyed the tall trees, the well, the creek and the bridge. I don't know much about self hypnosis I haven't tried that ever, but I am glad it helped you a lot it must be good.
Now, my friend, I am okay and I have no more depression. and I can't take that path anymore because I am in a very different place.
Thanks
@deazil (4730)
• United States
25 Nov 12
I was kidding.
I know you wouldn't do that.
The mind is a powerful thing and I believe can do strange things to us as well. How we interpret or explain what is happening is up to each person. I have been thinking since I read this discussion and I remembered that years ago I thought that there were two sides of my mind - one was me but the other side wanted to destroy me. It was a somewhat self destructive side. I usually felt like that during periods of deep depression. I kept feeling like it wanted to take over the other side of me. Some would say, maybe, that it was an evil entity? A spirit trying to destroy me? Interesting. Back then I never thought of it that way. I just thought of it as part of my illness (severe depression).
And I am glad you're away from that place and that you're okay.
I know you wouldn't do that. The mind is a powerful thing and I believe can do strange things to us as well. How we interpret or explain what is happening is up to each person. I have been thinking since I read this discussion and I remembered that years ago I thought that there were two sides of my mind - one was me but the other side wanted to destroy me. It was a somewhat self destructive side. I usually felt like that during periods of deep depression. I kept feeling like it wanted to take over the other side of me. Some would say, maybe, that it was an evil entity? A spirit trying to destroy me? Interesting. Back then I never thought of it that way. I just thought of it as part of my illness (severe depression).
And I am glad you're away from that place and that you're okay.@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
see I told you deazil, posting stories like this will make me look delusional and crazy. That's why I am hesitated to share this thing here. LOL 
So the movie Black Swan could be true and happening. Have you seen it? It is also fighting the will of one over the other. For you it could be the other side of your thought wanting you to do something not right, good thing the good side won. Yepeeeee... 
I am okay now though, just few weeks ago I felt something again and told my sisters about it. I have my prayer warriors back home LOL. 
So the movie Black Swan could be true and happening. Have you seen it? It is also fighting the will of one over the other. For you it could be the other side of your thought wanting you to do something not right, good thing the good side won. Yepeeeee...
I am okay now though, just few weeks ago I felt something again and told my sisters about it. I have my prayer warriors back home LOL. 
@Shavkat (140118)
• Philippines
25 Nov 12
No matter what we do, we just suddenly feel so depress. The usual suggestion is to be optimistic, but if the pessimistic feeling is so overpowering, we tend to dwell being depress. But then, there will be a new reason to overcome this by having a certain inspiration. Human beings are so emotionally attach to something or someone, when that involvement will be out of reach or it is difficult to keep. Then we fall into depression, the best thing to do is to find another inspiration.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
Oh yes, in fact I am not depressed anymore. It is just a passing thing like what I have said, sudden untoward experience or event, it is more than a heart break. Yes I am deeply inspired now, I am optimistic (as far as I know). I am totally fine now. 
thanks
thanks
@edvc77 (2140)
• Philippines
25 Nov 12
If one encounters unwanted spirits, pray to God and rebuke in Jesus name. The name of Jesus will drive them to go away. Depression must not stay for long you must fight it because it will drive you crazy. Do not think negatively and pray always. Be with positive people too.
Just a suggestion.
God Bless
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
Yes, I prayed, prayed and told God, I want to sleep. please. Yes, I did I am no longer depress I okay now. Depression was just because of untoward event of my life.
@micheal123 (184)
•
25 Nov 12
Hi I to have lived with a presence around me,it was when we moved into our last house,there was a number of incidents that went on during the two years we stayed there and it seemed to get worse as time went on. I won't go through all the incidents but they were very obvious and in your face but worse than that was the everyday presence of feeling this unhappy and scary energy around me.
We was unwanted guest and we new it so like many others before we left and i stopped.
My heart goes out to you but I am glad you are dealing with things as I no how it can wear you down.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
25 Nov 12
Yes, it was a horrible experience. and you know the feeling that you really really wanted to sleep but when you are about to fall asleep you will get agitated or disturbed and couldn't get back to sleep. Now I am okay.
