What would you do for your health

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Reflecting from waking up this morning and seeing that yes sure enough we got hit and hit hard with the storm we expected to get. I dont know for sure how much snow but looking out the window there looks to be quit a bit and snow plows have been up and down countless of times today. It's biter cold so cold it takes your breath away. I can't handle this winters here any more. Every doctor I have ever seen has told me I would be better some where it is warm year round. Right now we are stuck here because of my oldest son and his biological dad. he pays child support and has visitation so I cant go against the courts or I could automatically lose him. My husband and I have talked about it when he is of age that I dont have to worry anymore about it we are soo outta of here. I really want to go to hawaii but I will take any where that doesnt get below 50 and no snow or ice. I can't wait for the day we can leave other than my church and a few close friends there's nothing really here for us we have no family here so why not. when I am released of this obligation why not move, make a new start somewhere. Last night and today I have done nothing but hurt my whole body is in so much pain. The medicine I am doesnt really work anymore and they cant give me anything else cause I have so many allergies to them. Im just sick of it and this is only the beginning of what looks like a bad, bad winter here.