Any secrets that you did not say to anybody yet?
@extremefun4fun (2908)
India
April 27, 2013 8:14am CST
well, yes, i had before but finally i said that to my aunt.. i was too shy with that feeling and was killing me from inside... i had so much feeling for a guy in our far relatives from my childhood.. i loved him so much and i hide that feeling for long time.. because that was impossible as he was one in relatives, then after my marriage i shared that feeling with my aunt and i felt much better.... He actually broke my heart even before coming to know i had feeling for him, he would never look at me even once to see that feeling in my eyes and i all time see and hear about his dream girl which i do not know if that is exist ! he dream to marry with the most beautiful and the richest girl in the world.... so before that i fall dawn from top of his dream i just politely came out and kept my secret about how much i loved him....
but to not hide it more,,,,, i still love his sense of humor as he used to make me laugh and i had great time with him to laugh and fun....
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@thanks1961 (7035)
• India
29 Apr 13
I have few such things thta I keep in my mind as secret. I could have disclose it to someone whom I keep much of trust. But after thinking for a long, I desided to not to do it. If I disclose, it will never be of mine and may be good or bad, even now, I prefer to enjoy the secret for ever and I think it is better not not to pass it on someone else.
Once it hurt and haunt me a lot, but I survived now and feel relaxing. My one and only novel, half way written is based on this secret and I am really confused to how to end up with this novel and I keep changing the flow as I am yet to decide the ending. Any way, you given me a chance to think about those ... for one more repetition and it is really a pain and a half and at the same time a pleasre and a half...
@thanks1961 (7035)
• India
30 Apr 13
Yes, I want my creation is be outstanding and beyond comparison. Some months back, when it happened to see a typical movie, I just thought it is somewhat similar to my theme. However, there are variations and difference at various points and the entire story was towards a differnt direction and I got saved. Otherwise, people may think it is a piration of something else.
I hope I can finish the wiring by next year and some time I feel not to continue with it as thinking to write better with nice flow of language and better imagination. Even I think I want it to be finished with a nice ending with a lot of breath taking ups and downs of incidents throughout the pages.
Even now also I am getting inspired to finish it, but I am waiting for some more experinecs to over come.
@extremefun4fun (2908)
• India
30 Apr 13
there was a time that i had a producer friend and a long story how he became my friend.... i was so young and running here and there to make my life story's movie... writing some short movies and going for earning with some short scenario... well.. i found a director... and for that i lost all of my hope of writing.. once when we were talking about the rate of scenario, he just mentioned that what will you say if i tell you it is late and your book's movie somewhere is running to get complete.... i would never forget that smart eyes.... and how i run and i cried whole day and night.. 2 years of my life, my hard work... went like that and i stop from that day... once i saw him and i was happy that he was suffering with something .... lol.... asked me to forgive him... i did not care at all... and i would never..
@extremefun4fun (2908)
• India
30 Apr 13
I hope that you will be able to finish your novel in the best way... hope it to have good ending....
@dpk262006 (58676)
• Delhi, India
27 Apr 13
It sounds interesting that you secretly loved a guy but he had some dream girl in mind and you thought it better to back track.
I think if you really loved the guy you should have been bold and would have expressed your inner feeling to him, irrespective of the outcome. But apparently you missed the chance and there is no use thinking about him at this stage.
We all have our crushes when we are unmarried and young and there is nothing wrong in it.
@extremefun4fun (2908)
• India
30 Apr 13
well, i did not share my feeling with him cause anytime he did not give me chance to share or talk.. he accept me as his sister.... so then how could i say anything to him?
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@dpk262006 (58676)
• Delhi, India
9 May 13
@extremefun4fun - OH I see, he used to treat you as his sister and you remained hesitant to share your feelings with him. Now nothing could be done.
@sajujohn (1005)
• India
27 Apr 13
Everyone will have atleast one like that, that is for sure. Well that is the beauty of that secret. May be as you said when we say things to someone which we kept it for a long time, it's right that we will get some relief but on the other side after then onwards we cannot enjoy about that feeling. Regardless of the fact that the secret gave us happiness or sadness, once it gets revealed we will definitely start to miss it.
@extremefun4fun (2908)
• India
30 Apr 13
I think we share the secret when it lose its value for us.. i shared that when i see now it has no value for me to keep it at all...
@saurabh110 (16)
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30 Apr 13
hi mam good morning . ya mam every one have some secerats in there life but we have to deal with it . because no one have the power to hide it. so keep with in it
@anujkumarkumar1 (721)
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28 Apr 13
Well if we see generally everybody have secrets, because everybody have their privacy, there are somethings which a person can not tell to everybody, It is really interesting that you loved that guys and you never tell to him. As you wrote here he wanted to marry with world most beautiful and richest girl in the world but it not mean that he would find the one, As he was from your relatives so i hope you have the information about him now also think did he? Did he marry with most beautiful and richest girl in the world, I think not. I mean if anybody like to someone then he/she must share his/her feeling to that one, because i experienced this thing and if we do the same then it is good for our future even till now i myself not able to tell to the girl which i like that i like her but very soon i would do the same.But there is not benefit now to think about that for you as the time has gone.
Even I do not have any secret which i did not tell to anybody, I always share my things to my friend because if feel me good, I do not like to think about something in me only, I like to share the things and it gives me a good feeling always..
@extremefun4fun (2908)
• India
30 Apr 13
I also like to share things with others and I think that is a good reason why we all are here in mylot... but I prefer to share any secret with my family members only and not stranger that much..
@Donseso01 (14)
• Nigeria
27 Apr 13
i really do have a lot of secrets that i haven't told anyone and its killing.
@extremefun4fun (2908)
• India
30 Apr 13
sounds interesting... having lots of secret ! wow... that was eating me from inside to keep one even....
@Ashokraj (107)
• India
27 Apr 13
I have many secrets in my life. I didn't tell those to anyone and i won't. I am not ready to tell those secrets to anyone. I shared many of things with my girl friend. But i didn't tell those heartbreaking secrets to her. I didn't even tell to my mom.
@extremefun4fun (2908)
• India
30 Apr 13
that is so nice of you to not share your secret.... maybe those secrets you did not share still has importance for you..