i am trying to be good to people

Sometimes it is hard to smile at those who hate us or don't accept us. In school we are taught that it is important to have a social life, but how can you when no one will accept you, or when people treat you badly? I don't blame you for not being able to greet people who seem to want nothing to do with you. I cannot blame them either really for reasons that I do not know why they do these things. I'll tell you something that happened to me several months ago. I was at work and there was a lady there, extremely rude, grumpy, the whole nine yards. She ranted and raved about the way I bagged her items and handed her receipt, particularly about her receipt. When I offered to fix it for her, she snapped at me, and said, "Don't you take take that receipt!" So I accepted her response with a simple nod and an okay, and it was then that she proceeded to give me a deadly glare and call me the b-word. I simply smiled kindly at her, and wished her a good day. She had no response after that, only just gave me a dirty look, and then stormed out of the store. My next customer who had witnessed everything was quite annoyed with the way I was treated, and how the first customer had acted. She asked me why I didn't get angry with being treated so horribly. I told her that it is much better to get even by showing extreme kindness to someone like that. Because then they don't know what to think about that kindness. Basically I took control of the situation, and the first lady did not like it. Her idea was to make me rant and argue with her. But because I did not give into that, she became angrier and left the store. I have not seen her shopping at the store since then.

That's very nice my friend. You are very great. I also want to be like that. But it's not possible all the time.