Short story about my feelings

Dude, I am about to do what no one else here has yet done, and that is to be truly honest with you, but trust me, I'm doing you a favor. My first bit of advice to you is, man up, grow a spine, grow a set of balls. Women are attracted to confidence. They don't want meek, timid unsure guys, they want guys who believe in themselves. I'm not saying be an arrogant jerk, that's worse, but do believe in yourself and have some self respect. Now, If I read correctly, this is someone you were in a relationship of some sort with once before? I say this because you said "she may never love me again like she once did". Once again, my advice is the same, man up. Ex's are ex's for a reason. No matter how much it sucks, it is what it is and in all reality, there isn't much you can do about it. Move on. Be decent, respectful and adult about it, but do move on. Lastly, you must resist the temptation to go all emo about it. Yeh, it sucks, it hurts, but it is what it is and in all likelihood isn't going to change. Stand up, brush off, and walk on proudly. It was a learning experience and you will grow from it. Good or bad, we all grow from our experiences. You're young and still have a lot of living and learning to do. As long as you accept each lesson for what it is, you will be a better man for it.

You know what's funny? When you're happy with yourself and happpy with your life & least expecting it, love does a sneak atack on you. She may or may not be "the one" for you. When we look too hard or dig too deep, we're looking too hard. Time finds us who and what we need, when we need it and it's usually better than we could've ever imagined.

Wow! Thanks for sharing. It is better to live in expectation, than to live without hope. Seek God first, and He will fulfill the desires of your heart. He has made us for connecting and definitely wants that for you. Until Ms. Right comes along take the time to build yourself up in the promises of God so you as a "whole person" can join yourself with another.

Don´t give up. Love might hurt, but as far as you can you must fight for your dreams. Blessings Joey... dainy

u will conquer her heart someday :)

Come on,you'll get it. God bless you!

Well Joey! The truth of life is -- all the treasures are within you, if there is any at all! Confused? Well, there are apparently two worlds where we stay or exist simultaneously: The first one hosts our body and mind, and the second one is built up by our expectation and imagination. The 'she' is in the second world, she does not physically exist. She is abstract, a mere creation of your ego. She was never there, she is not there, and she will never come to you. Come back to the first world of body and mind. Accept any body (she) as your 'she.' Love her slowly slowly, she will turn into your 'she'. Otherwise, go inside yourself, dig deeper, deeper and deeper ,,, that will be a never-ending journey but keep you moving till you go under the soil. Because it is just a shadow.