Mylot ,the forum I can open my heart!
@Beasbruce (130)
Ningbo, China
November 22, 2016 7:52pm CST
Today is a rainy day in Ningbo,it is gloomy and cold outside.
I walk to the company with an dark bule umberella.
I feel the cold wind through my coat and skin.
Every step I move is full of loneliness.
Last week I joined a party with my best friends.
All of them are happy dancing and laughing with their girlfriend.
I suddenly found I already missed myself in real life, though I smile when they joke.But I think I will never join a party like that.
Should I find a lover on purpose?
Pls tell whether or not!
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@Mike197602 (15505)
• United Kingdom
23 Nov 16
I've been where you are and if you look for something often it'll not go so good for you.
If you want a partner (girl or boy) that's natural as most people want a significant other.
Just do it at your own pace and don't feel pressured by other peoples relationships as I bet they're less perfect than they seem
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@Beasbruce (130)
• Ningbo, China
23 Nov 16
Thank you for your advice.
Everything will be better tommorrow.
Need a partner just because of love, no other purpose.
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@Mike197602 (15505)
• United Kingdom
23 Nov 16
@Beasbruce Just do your own thing and I expect a partner will come naturally.
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@Beasbruce (130)
• Ningbo, China
23 Nov 16
Yeah,I hope so.
I just struggle with my heart what I should do or not
@Beasbruce (130)
• Ningbo, China
24 Nov 16
Yes, I relax myself in free time.
Think again and again what I need.
Maybe good article and friends from my mylot will be my best partner.
Thank you!
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@ms1864 (6885)
• Bangalore, India
23 Nov 16
I understand your feelings buddy. I don't like couply get togethers for the same reason. Sometimes places with people can make us feel more alone then actually being by our self...
But i would not advice you to get a girlfriend because you are lonely...it is never good to make your happiness depend on the existence or non-existence of a partner.
We just need to find happiness in out solitude. 
Stay happy buddy!
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@Beasbruce (130)
• Ningbo, China
24 Nov 16
Thank you for your understanding.
You are so sweet ,friend!
I realize the real happiness is from my deep heart,but not from a partner who I do not love.
Hope everything will be better tommorrow.
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@Beasbruce (130)
• Ningbo, China
23 Nov 16
All I need someone who makes me want to sing.
God bless every kind-hearted man.
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